So my partner and I have been together about 7+ years and our sex life is horrible. He's always horney and I'd rather rub one off in the shower instead of playing with him. It's not that I don't love him it's just there's so much going on and honestly he's just been lacking what I need for a while now. We have one kid and one on the way but he hasn't had a job in many years, he doesn't take me out on dates, I'll walk into the room to him masturbating constantly or I'll wake up to him trying to rub me between the legs. Now I get that once upon a time that may have been hot but no I'm just tired of it. I am getting the feeling that either he's way over sexed or I'm just way under sexed.
I've tried to tell him that I just don't find him sexy right now because he's not bringing anything into the relationship. He's not helping financially, he's not helping much domestically, he's not making me feel special, he's not doing anything to better himself. He doesn't shave often (and he's not growing his beard out) and only showers once a week, if I don't do his laundry he won't do it and he'll wear the same clothes for days at a time. Often times I find myself wondering why it is that I love him in the first place. When I tell him I'm just not interested sexually because I've been so stressed out over providing the bare essentials for our family he responds with "well most other people would just fuck their stress away". He just doesn't get it and when I try to tell him he gets hurt. I look at him and see someone holed up inside themselves. He'd happily go out and drink with his buddies when we fight which angers me because it makes me feel like he really doesn't care how I feel about our situation and he'd rather drink his problems away. I do love him, I just really want to see him thrive and do well for himself and for our family. He did get a job recently that he lost due to a failed UA for cannabis but when he was working those few weeks and we spent time apart and he was doing something for his family I did find him more attractive. Alas, that didn't last long and now he's back to the bump on the log searching craigslist for jobs on his phone all day (that he never actually goes out to apply for, just looks on craigslist all day). To me it's unattractive but he thinks it's a problem with my libido. How do I talk with him to make him realize my point of view with out hurting his feelings?
I've tried to tell him that I just don't find him sexy right now because he's not bringing anything into the relationship. He's not helping financially, he's not helping much domestically, he's not making me feel special, he's not doing anything to better himself. He doesn't shave often (and he's not growing his beard out) and only showers once a week, if I don't do his laundry he won't do it and he'll wear the same clothes for days at a time. Often times I find myself wondering why it is that I love him in the first place. When I tell him I'm just not interested sexually because I've been so stressed out over providing the bare essentials for our family he responds with "well most other people would just fuck their stress away". He just doesn't get it and when I try to tell him he gets hurt. I look at him and see someone holed up inside themselves. He'd happily go out and drink with his buddies when we fight which angers me because it makes me feel like he really doesn't care how I feel about our situation and he'd rather drink his problems away. I do love him, I just really want to see him thrive and do well for himself and for our family. He did get a job recently that he lost due to a failed UA for cannabis but when he was working those few weeks and we spent time apart and he was doing something for his family I did find him more attractive. Alas, that didn't last long and now he's back to the bump on the log searching craigslist for jobs on his phone all day (that he never actually goes out to apply for, just looks on craigslist all day). To me it's unattractive but he thinks it's a problem with my libido. How do I talk with him to make him realize my point of view with out hurting his feelings?