Thebeatmaster
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Apr 22, 2017
- Messages
- 6
I don't even know where to start. Iv been addicted to pain pills for the last year and half and it's slowly ruining my life I have a beautiful fiancé and a one year old daughter who I love with all my heart and I'm so close to losing everything I have. My daily intake is about 40mg of oxy a day every day for the past year and a half I havse tried to quiet numbers of times but fail at day 1 or 2. I'm so sick and tired of living life like this because I feel hopeless with out the pills and unmotivated. Today marks the first day I have had enough and I want my old life back I want to be happy I don't want to be a addict any more. I want this not only for myself but my daughter and fiancé and my family because I don't want them to see me suffer any more. I dot. Have much of a support group so I guess this is why I turn to here because I need people that understand and can guid me back. I don't want to feel like I need a pill to motivate me or keep me feeling up or happy. I took my last dose this afternoon I'm ready to do this I'm ready to go cold turkey and push through my withdrawals and live a happier life