Paidinfullkazr
Greenlighter
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- Jul 29, 2016
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I am a new user to blue light though I've been coming to this website for years unregistered.. For advice. As I've read in other threads on BL. There's a number of bud smokers who experience a different level of dependence when using the bong on a routine basis. Let me start, well.. From the start. 12 years old. I smoked a clip of a blunt with my older cousin who was around 20 at the time. I remember being so high off of like 2 or 3 pulls. after that I would smoke every few months but In a "bindge" (excuse my spelling) but I would smoke it out of home made pipes would barely smoke blunts/Js after a year or so of this, (still in junior high) I learned how to roll a Dutch master and instantly fell in love. I'm from bk New York so that's pretty much all we smoke on this side besides woods and Phillies. Anyway I would smoke about 2 blunts a day, this was a lot for me at such a young age (13-14) I would stay high for hours off of a few pulls. Now being just over 9 years since my first toke (I'm 21 now) I find myself now being high 24/7. Smoking over 7 grams a day from my bong. I have no emery, can't wake up in the morning, can't even think about sleep without at least 2 dubs ready to load in my bong. I can't eat without it. I find myself in a full blown addiction and actually experience physical withdraw from it. There's been a few times that I needed to go to bed without it being that my friend wasn't around or just couldn't spare the money to buy. Point is I would literally stay up until the morning. Every time. If I try to quit I actually shake at times and throw up. I get sick to my stomach and get pounding migraines even a week after quitting. Until I just say fuck it and hit my bong again and all my symptoms vanish. Someone please give me some helpful advice? I don't plan on being a pothead forever. At least not a pothead that is so addicted that I experience hard drug-like withdraws. I would say this is from basically growing up smoking and starting at such a young age. But anyway Thanks for your time guys!