psychedelicacie
Greenlighter
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- Dec 26, 2017
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So ive been experimenting with psychedelics most my life and have learned to love and grow with them, the only problem that ive been running into in recent years is ive been experiencing a lot of paranoia with just the acid trips, it basically goes like this, the peak will get very intense and even when im with good friends and in appropriate sets and settings, ill start to think that my friends are worried about my mental health and are concerned that im having a bad time and are acting or reacting in a way that really starts to weird me out, the paranoia has also led me to believe that close friends are trying to keep me trapped or concealed in an area and it can be very scary i know these beliefs are unfounded and dumb (its just the drug talking) so in dealing with it ill just go very quiet for a couple hours until the anxiety subsides and i can reason clearly again. its probably a given that this ruins a lot of my trips and makes them not enjoyable. Ive thought that maybe its just RC's that are doing this to me because some trips are very enjoyable but im not sure, i just want to be able to enjoy trips like i used to and have deep intellectual conversations with close friends but have been struggling. any help would be much appreciated, thanks! :D