A Letter to Myself

[d-nihl]

Just a little something to remind myself who I am striving to be.



Dear Daniel,

Look at yourself. Is this who you want to be? Do you want to do heroin for the rest of your life? Every time I use I am doing everything I was ever against. I over stepped every boundary. I did things that I hate myself for. I do not feel good right now. I never want to feel like this again. I will never do heroin again. It makes me steal and lie, and my parents are too old to do anything about it, and they do everything for me, and I am forever grateful to them. I want to be a good son. I want to see my mom smile. I want to see that happy glint in my dads eye. Every day I will read this letter. I will not be defeated. I will not use. I am stronger than that, and I can do anything. I will over come this disease, one day at a time. I will feel better. I am a good person, I am a good son, I am a good brother. And I will prove it.

- Your future self

 

[herbavore]

You ever need any extra support, just PM me. That is a great letter and a great strategy. (And I'm really glad your parents love you. )

 

[teenagetragedy]

beautiful

 

[tocooperate]

it kills me sometimes thinking about how unconditional a parents love can be. that hit home, thank you for sharing

 

[d-nihl]

it kills me sometimes thinking about how unconditional a parents love can be. that hit home, thank you for sharing

yeah shits crazy, you know who the good people in this world are..no doubt. not to be ego inflated but I kinda feel like im a good person, despite how much I lie cheat and steal. should I be feeling guilty about that? like yeah ive been a scumbag, but I KNOW the real me..blah bu-bu-ba-ba-blah...im so stoned. im just happy im almost 10 days offa opiates! almost since I wrote this..

 

[tocooperate]

I did this several years ago, except on a tape recorder. its just sobbing and pleading for 5 minutes. i can't listen that, anymore, though these days I could definitely use a message from the past..

 

[d-nihl]

I did this several years ago, except on a tape recorder. its just sobbing and pleading for 5 minutes. i can't listen that, anymore, though these days I could definitely use a message from the past..

oh shit, if only I heard myself on a tape recorder, I wouldn't wanna listen to that shit either!! what a good idea though.