Backstory:
So I've been regularly doing gear (MD and pills) since last summer. First time was amazing, classic shit, super happy, lights were really out of focus and bright everything was so good to look at etc, I did come up spew but I felt fine after. Most of the time since then my experiences haven't been great (obviously its never going to be as good as the first time) but I'm talking constantly feeling sick, puking 3/4+times, and the weirdest part is now whenever I take it I don't want to move. At all. Sounds really shit but I still feel good so I keep doing it, I just want to be able to get up and dance and not have to go lie down in a quiet room all the fucking time. Ive also noticed whilst all of my friends have insane red eye in every picture mine don't. Since my first time I've never had anything happen visually either? Which makes me wonder if I took something different the first time, Pretty much I want to know if anyone can help answer these?
1. Why am I constantly sick on MDMA? And is there any way I can stop this?? (Ive tried splitting my dosage once and it didn't work)
2. Is there anyway I could be allergic to MD? It seems to do the complete opposite of what it does everyone else to me
3. It is possible that I took something else the first time so can anyone think what it could have been? (I know the visuals make it sound like 2cb but I've tried that and its not the same it made me puke too though, I've also tried acid and it has the same wanting to lie down effect, speed doesn't make me sick or tired) Any suggestions on a drug that won't have the opposite effect for me
4. Do you reckon coke would make me feel tired like acid and MD do and make me throw up loads?
5. Is there any reason why my eyes don't go red under flash?
Thank you!!
So I've been regularly doing gear (MD and pills) since last summer. First time was amazing, classic shit, super happy, lights were really out of focus and bright everything was so good to look at etc, I did come up spew but I felt fine after. Most of the time since then my experiences haven't been great (obviously its never going to be as good as the first time) but I'm talking constantly feeling sick, puking 3/4+times, and the weirdest part is now whenever I take it I don't want to move. At all. Sounds really shit but I still feel good so I keep doing it, I just want to be able to get up and dance and not have to go lie down in a quiet room all the fucking time. Ive also noticed whilst all of my friends have insane red eye in every picture mine don't. Since my first time I've never had anything happen visually either? Which makes me wonder if I took something different the first time, Pretty much I want to know if anyone can help answer these?
1. Why am I constantly sick on MDMA? And is there any way I can stop this?? (Ive tried splitting my dosage once and it didn't work)
2. Is there anyway I could be allergic to MD? It seems to do the complete opposite of what it does everyone else to me
3. It is possible that I took something else the first time so can anyone think what it could have been? (I know the visuals make it sound like 2cb but I've tried that and its not the same it made me puke too though, I've also tried acid and it has the same wanting to lie down effect, speed doesn't make me sick or tired) Any suggestions on a drug that won't have the opposite effect for me
4. Do you reckon coke would make me feel tired like acid and MD do and make me throw up loads?
5. Is there any reason why my eyes don't go red under flash?
Thank you!!