Dresden
Bluelighter
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- Feb 2, 2010
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I know my brain is not the same as it was almost 20 years ago with respect to MDMA usage, but I finally got ahold of some of this new, different precursor MDMA molly going around (untested, but bitch, do you not realize I know how to recognize the real deal based on taste and smell and feel or not after I snort 100mg? because I do, whether you choose to believe that or not).
Overall, it was not worth the same traditionally high price that I paid as it gave me no spiritual connection to others and no urge to dance/listen to music, the main reasons I always loved ecstasy. So maybe this new stuff is different, maybe my brain is different, or maybe both, but I can see why ecstasy is just not taking off the same way it did in the late 20th century. I realize, too, that the onslaught of fake "molly" for the past 15 years is also to blame, both for people not trusting the term and for the depressed price that people now expect to pay for a dose.
Overall, it was not worth the same traditionally high price that I paid as it gave me no spiritual connection to others and no urge to dance/listen to music, the main reasons I always loved ecstasy. So maybe this new stuff is different, maybe my brain is different, or maybe both, but I can see why ecstasy is just not taking off the same way it did in the late 20th century. I realize, too, that the onslaught of fake "molly" for the past 15 years is also to blame, both for people not trusting the term and for the depressed price that people now expect to pay for a dose.