DankMattress
Greenlighter
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- Nov 5, 2014
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So, last week I had around 3 buckets (Search weed buckets on youtube if youre unfamiliar with the method) of some good stuff consecutively by myself at home. After I pulled the 3 buckets I immediately decided to clean everything up before anyone got home. After around 10-15 minutes of cleaning I finally finished and I went to my room to continue to do whatever I was doing (homework, games, etc) but all I can remember was that once I reached my bed, my brain yelled "OH FUCK" and I pretty much let myself collapse on the bed. My heart started racing like crazy and everytime I opened my eyes it seemed like the room was spinning. I just kept my eyes closed for majority of the trip. My heart kept racing faster and faster till I finally got a grip on the anxiety. This was the worst trip and anxiety attack I've ever experienced in my life. In fact, it was probably the only REAL anxiety attack I've ever had as nothing has ever compared to it. After that ONE trip, almost 24/7 I have what could be best described as choppy/frame peripheral vision. So unless I'm focusing on something, the things in my peripheral vision are going frame by frame. I no longer let this 'phenomenon' cause anxiety or worry but it still hasnt gone away. I would say when I'm sober, it's definitely improved but every time I smoke weed, regardless if its a small dose using some method way better than buckets (I have a vape - magic flight box) my heart rate increases even if I have no present worry or danger and the choppy / frame vision comes back.
Anyone have any insight on this? I've been smoking 1 - 3 times a day until this. I want to keep smoking but fuck I can't even enjoy it when nothing feels real anymore.
Anyone have any insight on this? I've been smoking 1 - 3 times a day until this. I want to keep smoking but fuck I can't even enjoy it when nothing feels real anymore.