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Stimulants 48 hours later, more than speed dick? PLEASE help

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ArnieFunkel

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Background:
I'm 26 dont do meth often, and i didnt start long ago. A total of maybe 5-10 times or so, and ususally if not every time i binge a few days and dont drink, eat, or sleep, which yes i know i should have been. I am not completely stupid, i know i should be drinking a lot and making myself eat and etc. I'm done for good though so i dont need future advice about that. Its not that i dont know the basics after frreaking out the first time i thought i was dying... its that i dont remember, or care enough when im on it... usually regretting it later.

This binge info:
On the 25th around noon, i started a binge which lasted maybe 3 days. Last use from what i remember was about 4 am on the 27th, 48 hours ago). I dont know exactly how much i did, possibly too much for my own good as usual. Method of use was snorting... Meth was from a different source than usual, but someone i know. This time i literally didnt eat or more importantly drink ANYTHING im pretty sure until i noticed these problems that ill explain below.. Also i have a week off work, so during this binge ive been mostly sitting in my PC chair doing nothing, also sitting cross legged a lot, etc etc. ( i mention this because i know circulation could be a problem so hopefully useful info )... I know i was probably severely dehydrated by the end...

Since my last use, i have been drinking gatorade, whole milk, and eating what i can, i shat once at least...peed a lot by now

I am aware of "speed dick" but normally its not a big problem for me. It would always go back to normal, and my dick never shrunk NEARLY this much. Shortly after my last use i took a piss, probably for the first time in a long time, if not since i started the binge. My dick had been tiny and shrunk the whole time but i didnt think much of it because i know that can happen..but when i pissed i pulled on it and noticed where it was all wrinkly, after stretching out the skin how it would normally be, there were almost "sores" or raw spots that were almost just deteriorating away or necrosis damn near..the wrinkly part was dry as hell feeling... It looked really bad so i was pretty concerned... i instantly started drinking water ( what i could ) took a shower, and put lotion on my penis to try to just help the skin issue.. The skin thing got better, its not dry and the sores/raw broken skin looking spots went back to mostly normal by now. When i started drinking again, i was peeing constantly. I would take a drink and 2 mins later i had to pee, and it was almost dribbling out on its own, and felt strange half way down my shaft, like a burning sensation maybe i might call it..( i never had a UTI, but it almost seemed like something like that, no idea) this peeing problem is much more normal but still somewhat happening.

The thing that is bothering me is that when flacid... my dick is STILL has not improoved much. feels almost cold, unresponsive, looks as if i had just taken a cold shower. Its shriveled and shrunk, and it feels like the tissue inside my dick is tightened up and tense is the only way i can explain it... NORMALLY it is just more full and normal, and reacts to different things randomly. It would pump up slightly or i would notice sometimes even when flacid, my dick was big, sometimes smaller, etc... after this binge it has been CONSTANTLY looking shrunk, shrivelled, and the tissue feeling tight and tense. also, slight pains randomly, mostly on the bottom now that im checking. Nothing HORRIBLY painful but for sure worth mentioning, not sure if its actually the tube inside or muscley tissue that has random pains) Also worth mentioning, starting at about half way down the shaft area to the tip, it feels almost...numb and tingly, or like icy hot... possibly related lmao, but my ass..as in like my anus..rectum..prostate? idfk, feels tense/right also almost, probably from not digesting anything or shitting for a while, and sitting on my ass not exercising, dehydrated as fuck, etc...but it almost seems related, like a blood flow issue type thing? it just feels like they might go hand in hand

Im worried that somehow i caused such a loss of circulation for such a long time to my dick without noticing it, that it is permanently damaged, or the veins will never open back up fully, or some of them died off or something from not having blood flow..especially when sitting cross legged, not exercising, not drinking, etc.
Or that i somehow caused nerve damage which i have no idea how that would be... but im really fucking worried it still hasnt returned to normal... every other time it never effected my dick NEARLY this bad, and was 100% normal by now, 48 hours after last use...i have slept quite a lot since then also..

on a brighter note, with my girlfriend earlier tonight, i was able to get an erection and even finish the job and everything..i dont feel like it was 100% size, but after...straight back to this again...

I will say it is a lot better than it was when it was really bad at first...but not nearly 100%, and after it got slightly better pretty quickly..it hasnt got a lot better since...
I dont think it is just going to get better in a week honestly if it hasnt by now... Any advice or help would be really appreciated, im really worried..., idk what other info i could give but ask if i left something out. Thanks a lot

i honestly might go to the doctor tomorrow morning for this if its still not much better
 
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it’s a bit like anti-viagra. The vacoconstriction makes your dick small as long as the speed still has effect.
If your dick stays this size permenantly, you’d be the first human to suffer from this... so at least you’d be special :).

Vazkor
 
Yeah man to me it just sounds like speed dick. Meth can last a really long time as far as bodily effects after a huge binge.
 
It'll take a while, but it'll go back to normal, your going to be fine.
 
I went on a 4 day binge with some pills I was pretty sure were meth bombs and that was the worst pilly willy I ever had. I was very dehydrated which wouldn't have helped. It took about 3 days for me to get back to normal. It usually returns to normal size (for me, anyway) after a wank, but you won't be able to have a wank for a day or two. Meth has a very long half life, so it takes a while for it to get out of your system. Honestly though, if your cock never returned to normal size, you must be the first person in human history to have suffered permanent vasoconstriction from amphetamines, if you never recovered from the constriction of your blood vessels after this your knob would be the least of your worries. How long has it been? 2 days? If you haven't seen any improvement by 5 days, maybe go to the hospital and tell them you're suffering from drug induced vasoconstriction. Viagara would work perfectly fine but make sure at least 24 hours has passed from coming down because if there was any meth left in your system it would probably lead to respiritory problems.
 
An interesting part of the especially incredibly shrinking dicks is the timing. Thing is, all that sympathetic nervous system action tells your junk you're being chased by a saber-toothed tiger, and it's a choice of manly-display or your life. So your cock and balls retract temporarily. Ligaments or something. Nothing literally shrinks though.

Your pecker isn't a plant either, where lack of water causes wilting. You'd have all kinds of horrific dehydration symptoms that kill you or send you to the ER (isn't three days the limit for no fluids?) before your body would bother indicating such status through your penis. (If there was a divine designer, that part might actually make sense as the best way to get a man's urgent attention, but then I'd also expect a whole suite of check engine lights on our wieners too.)

It's interesting exactly when lotion smudges look their most menacing--most infections look worse a few days after you first notice them.

As often happens with those benders in the desk chair in front of your computer unmoving (except to moisturize hands of course) for three days straight, you've dropped deep into delusional territory. Or maybe with the lotion-infections, just that thing with meth where if you stare at tiny objects, they start to move around and dance a little on you.

Whatever the ladies (or fellas, or "other") on your screen told you, grabbing frantically at your penis as a talisman against penis shrinkage is ineffective. From eons of experience I've also learned that for proper pecker performance, you need those various internal accessory tubes and glands topped off, and you need to keep those ligaments and things lithe and springy. So FFS, get up every hour. On lots of meth, if you are NOT having to pee every hour, you probably aren't drinking enough. And limit those computer sessions to like six hours/24 hours. Flirt4free will still be far from free when you get back. And while penis health IS important, don't lose your legs from blocked blood supply. At least bounce them a little or something.

Also, mineral oil is cheaper, lasts longer, doesn't look like scabies, but will stain your sheets a little (better than lube, unless you need a condom. Which, you and me, OP, sure don't.)
 
Listen to scrofula, he's correct, the more active you are the better off in that department you'll be.
 
You know, I myself got up after that post or so, to air and drain my own appendage.

And then I remembered a not-so-delusional part of the OP, the part with the pain and difficulty. That would be because our hobbies have swollen our prostates temporarily to realms seen only by desperate older baby boomers in crowded public bathrooms. Rapidly aging our genitourinal tract by a few decades is probably another reason to cut back on the gooning.
 
Absolutely, I remember it feeling like I had the clap when I took a leak after long binges and noxious ammonia scent.
 
thank you guys for the replies, i have been meaning to reply and thank you for calming me down and etc, which that alone has helped a lot. every time i get on to reply my girlfriend comes by and id rather not be active on such a thread lmao. she'll be back soon so this is a quick reply

anyways, it does seem to be getting much more normal...no pain that i notice anymore...and just in general feels more normal...had sex a few times and i think that is helping just working my dick out lol
along with drinking, eating, and sleeping of course.

Scrofula- Thanks for the details. i think you said 3 days is the limit with no water. etc... i dont remember for sure but i think i probably went about 3 days with no water, on meth the whole time, i know from past times that i should have been doing a lot of shit i wasnt doing, should have learned lessons before, and before doing meth i had 2-3 beers and that was it for the next 2-3 days as far as drinking liquids....so honestly i think i was on the verge, and yes i had other health issues that i was feeling, but those were all things ive had before for obvious reasons. amazingly i was more worried about my dick..

when i think about it i wasnt sitting in this chair indian style or whatever the ENTIRE 3 DAYS obviously.. but probably too much, and i think my belt was like...sitting on my hips in a way that it was too tight, etc etc etc... i did get up a few times im suuure, im quite a pacer naturally...i pace around a lot without even realizing it...so im sure i was doing that at times

another thing i didnt mention, is that i did NOT masturbate at all or anything while on this binge, i didnt even look at porn i dont think..strangely.

either way, in general. A LOT better than it was when i made the first post. i still dont believe 100%, but if it seems to be getting better and better i probably shouldnt worry too much?


I can get hard, i can ograsm, etc etc etc... that seems all pretty normal...

the only thing id possibly have a worry about at the moment is.. When flaccid, it doesnt look shrunken as fuck anymore like total speed dick, also no pain, no "tightness" like before... but it seems to always be the same size, being the smallest it would get before this binge (as if it were just cold and not blooming out or anything when flaccid) which honestly, where i live isnt the warmest this time of year so maybe thats just normal. but even when i take a warm shower, normally itll...you know..open up a bit being warm lol.. my dick doesnt seem to be doing that much still....like i said it doesnt "react" as much, or as easily as it used to.... thats the main thing im worried about... anyone have experience with this type of thing taking this long to come back? even though everything else seems to be getting normal?

also, i can get an erection and have sex fine it seems...but normally i felt like id be able to get hard on my own easier, this i assume is just dopamine issue....which will probably work itself out some day lol

i also seem to still have dry skin on my penis and etc, like the skin is easily irritated with lube also. but i think thatll go away in time, its not related to circulation though i assume? hopefully?


Going to wrap it up there before she gets back and i have to exit again lol. Thank you everyone for the replies. I appreciate it a lot.
 
Scrofula said:
You know, I myself got up after that post or so, to air and drain my own appendage.

And then I remembered a not-so-delusional part of the OP, the part with the pain and difficulty. That would be because our hobbies have swollen our prostates temporarily to realms seen only by desperate older baby boomers in crowded public bathrooms. Rapidly aging our genitourinal tract by a few decades is probably another reason to cut back on the gooning.
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how temporary? lol..it seems like this might be part of the issue...or all of it idk.. is it normal for this to take longer to completely go away than other symptoms of speed dick?

idk if its related but after taking a shower just now, on the bottom of my penis, slightly behind the base of it, entering the testicular area lol..it felt like theres almost a "swollen lump" there that ive never noticed before.. and this seems to go hand in hand with something else... normally i was able to "flex" my dick with that muscle when slightly aroused or w/e...now when i tighten that muscle to try to "flex" or "pump" my dick....it doesnt really go up through my dick much, just flexes up at that "lump" spot at the base of my dick almost?.... is that prostate issue? is it normal for something like that to take a while after other stuff to clear up? it feels like thats where the problem starts....

idk if its a good idea to do, but ive been starting now to occasionally "work out" that muscle...hopefully you guys know what muscle area im even talking about, almost like your gooch muscle lmao... idk how else youd explain it other than flexing your own dick muscles lol...maybe this will help restore normal function? so im able to..idk...flex my dick muslce normally again lol


one last thing is that i am able to get an erection but it goes away almost instantly without attention, quicker than usual...not very worried about that compared to this ^^ which i believe is the main issue im having in general as far as function and etc... if that goes back to normal the rest will too... i think it might be prostate related, or something nearby at least... thanks everyone

PS this post was made at least 3 days after last use i believe, but the comedown and initial restoring myself process was....quite long...im still restoring really.
 
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That's a lot of penis to unravel; fortunately you've come to the right place. But first, my apologies, that was a bit lazy, I read meth, three days, desk chair, computer, no food or water, sat in weird position, thinks his penis is broken, and just assumed you were talking about my own demographic of meth masturbation marathoners. I'm sure those spreadsheets can be just as engrossing on a three-day meth binge as porn.

OK, a few twists now. If you honestly truly were not gooning your guy for three days straight, there really shouldn't be much going on with it now that you're fed and watered. Consider: the "my pecker doesn't slouch in the hot shower anymore" taken with "the shaft seems numb" seem to tie together, as a simple chafing problem. Assuming you were chafing it all this time. There's no reason a 26yo who hasn't been edging for days should have anything other than a firm and compact, non-flow-impeding prostate.

Before I give you the boilerplate, your other health issues, do they include uncontrolled diabetes (outside of meth binges)? Bad diabetes and sad penises go together. Honestly, when you mentioned the sores the first time, that's what I thought, but dismissed because 26 and of course he was jerking. And because the story of how I know that link, thankfully not personal, kind of scarred me. If yes to diabetes, remember that meth use causes blood sugar to skyrocket, even without eating. So uncontrolled diabetes becomes more severe.

Now, without extreme mechanical penile stress and mild meth psychosis, you've left both my fields of expertise, and are entering actual potential vascular and nerve damage areas. Which means you will need to explain to a doctor why you didn't consume any fluids for three days.

Which bends back to your phallocentric health concerns: if you really went that long, your kidneys may be fucked. Your binge is how hospice patients usually go. At some point, unmoving, they just stop drinking water, kidneys are overwhelmed, electrolytes whacky, heart rhythm screwy, and then that cat hops up on their beds. You could add an enormous blood sugar load (even without diabetes sometimes) on top of your screaming kidneys. A vicious cycle for blood sugar, which when really high causes microvascular damage. Like to your penis. To things that make it feel.

So unless your member's a member of the stevedores (and I wouldn't put it past you), stop bothering with gooch muscle workouts and get some blood work.

PS for general readers: In my extensive research on the subject, I find boner attainability to actually be increased immediately post-dose. A robust response to the mildest of stimuli. That gradually drops off over the course of about two hours to baseline, and from then on parTy dick becomes an annoyance, mostly subsiding after six hours. And really, it's just a limp dick, it shouldn't cause too much distress. And if it does, just let go of it for ten minutes, and it may roar back to life.


In conclusion: you need to see a doctor. About the dehydration, and how it may cause dick rot. Maybe an eye exam too (microvascular damage). You have other important organs than your favorite.
 
so should i go like right now? i am somewhat concerned about dehydration, nerve damage issues or something.
idk if it was dick rot but it was pretty much the start of it i thought when i first freaked out.

like i said its a lot better now, everything is getting better slowly it seems...but i think i should go in and get some simple check ups, but i dont want them to be like oh you did meth? were gholding you here for days no matter what...can they do that?
 
Go to the er if you're worried about that. They're usually more worried about helping people. And they can't really hold you against your will, I walked out after an opiate overdose a few years ago if that says anything.
 
OK, a few twists now. If you honestly truly were not gooning your guy for three days straight, there really shouldn't be much going on with it now that you're fed and watered. Consider: the "my pecker doesn't slouch in the hot shower anymore" taken with "the shaft seems numb" seem to tie together, as a simple chafing problem. Assuming you were chafing it all this time. There's no reason a 26yo who hasn't been edging for days should have anything other than a firm and compact, non-flow-impeding prostate

that part you said ^^^
i think the dryness could be from it getting dry in the first place being dehydrated and shrivelled and etc for so long (which when i first looked at it i was like OMFG is my dick going to rot/fall off?...and honestly i did not jerk off BUT SINCE THEN like 3 days ago.. i have been touching it and rubbing it, etc probably too much through my pants cuz im freaked out about it and just...trying to see if its back to normal constantly... this could totally be the reason for the continued dryness and as you said chafing.... so youre saying that would explain the numbness or whatever...and the not reacting in the shower as much? stuff like that???

if so that is really my main concern...and ill apply lotion, and not touch it or rub on it anymore...

like i said its a lot better now in general along with the rest of my body... if my kidneys were still not functioning normal and getting better, wouldnt i be seriously like..dying already? or is it not that simple... like i said ive been peeing normally now, etc etc...that all seems to be okay? is it still something to worry about?
 
as far as dick rot...would it be visible or can it be inside, causing the numbness and not responding to hot showers, nerve damage, etc...and not so bad on the skin looking other than dryness still starting about half way up, which is probably where ive been rubbing through pants and etc causing chafing...
 
looking at it, it literally LOOKS fine, just the end of the skin, like after my circumcision line is a bit dry looking, and shrivelled a little bit as far as the skin..

ALSO when i say numbness... that has gotten a lot better, at first it might have been sort of numb or even tingly... but i for sure feel it during sex, etc. its not totally numb or anything, but yeah... should i go to the ER right now? its gonna cost me a fuck load of money, my deductible is like 5000$ i think... or is it probably not really a problem if i think my kidneys are alright and stuff... im not sure, i just feel like id know by now that im in really bad shape if my kidneys werent working at all....
 
Which bends back to your phallocentric health concerns: if you really went that long, your kidneys may be fucked. Your binge is how hospice patients usually go. At some point, unmoving, they just stop drinking water, kidneys are overwhelmed, electrolytes whacky, heart rhythm screwy, and then that cat hops up on their beds. You could add an enormous blood sugar load (even without diabetes sometimes) on top of your screaming kidneys. A vicious cycle for blood sugar, which when really high causes microvascular damage. Like to your penis. To things that make it feel.

this part... i DID think i had like...heart things going on but ive had that before and it has gone back to normal...seems to be beating fine and everything...all that sort of stuff seems more or less 100% back to normal..... still possibly have issues?
 
Authorities have done lots of things to me, but so far I haven't been "gholded." I don't think. One woman doctor did a check on me somewhere that I didn't appreciate, that might have been a gholding. OP, you have more of a gelding issue.

You don't need an ER right now, just see your GP at some point soon (call today for appt two months from now), get the normal blood panel.

You didn't mention diabetes (or just what was in those spreadsheets, still). See, if you did have microvascular damage, it shows up in places like your retina (and dick maybe), which are already yearly checkups for diabetics, so you could just hang in suspense till then. But if I had weird unexplained lesions followed by pain then numbness, I'd want to see a doctor with something like moderate haste.

ETA simulpost: well you ate a bunch of food and drank a lot of fluids, so your electrolytes might be back to normal, despite patches of smoking wasteland in your kidneys, that don't cause any symptoms right now.

OR, you might really be fine and just really over-analytical of your penis. The only folks who could really tell you, do so by appointment.

I wouldn't be surprised if you forgot the liter of Brawndo you nursed on day two, and your millennial kidneys squeaked by unscathed. And you were totally jerking off the whole time.
 
honestly, i could just be over reacting.... if you think i should still go, i might today to the ER

but really... if the numbness and not responding in the shower type of thing is probably caused by me rubbing on it through my pants recently and shit... then i think that will be fine once im not doing that anymore which i stopped now lol...i didnt realize how much i was doing that really.. that will stop the chafing if that problem was back to normal, i would say i am 100% back to normal now and not worried about anything...

everything else seems fine more or less today... i dont feel like im dying at all.
 
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