This is actually pretty typical. Benzodiazepines are not typically considered to be "euphoric" in their own right. I think it's users who actually propagate this myth upon themselves in the thought that anything that is against the law must inherently by "fun", but it's not the case with Benzodiazepines. If you struggle with anxiety, it can be a euphoric experience feeling free from the negative emotion, but this class of drugs is not known to produce euphoria in the same way that Opioids do.
With that being said, we don't typically dig threads in the Harm Reduction forums that are concerned with nothing more than a desire to catch a "high" or "buzz". We are here specifically to help people who have already developed a "plan" to enact said plan safely. What you enjoy or do not enjoy, it will be entirely your quest to figure this out. I love smoking weed. My mother hates smoking weed. It's life.
If you have questions regarding safety, please start a new thread with this objective in mind and we will be all ears and happy to help!