pendulum1234
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- Dec 31, 2008
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Hello everyone, I will keep this short for now and maybe post a full story at a later date.
I have battled with anxiety since I can remember and ended up drinking heavily most nights and at weekends pass out wae up drink pass out etc.
It ended up with me in intensive care for 2 weeks or so in Spain with a bad case of acute pancrititis and have been told alcohol NEVER again, definatly for now at least.
The problem is socialising or going anywhere these days is a nightmare without alcohol being in your face in most places, anyway that's a different story and I am using benzos now and again for social situations.
The thing which has gotten to me the most is the dysphoria I seem to get now, for example one of my favourite recreational psycadelics drugs which I enjoyed so much was 4-HO-MET especially due to it's incredible music appreciation and body feeling, when I take it alone now I get lots of dysphoria without the alcohol and it's no where near the same, still very visual etc though.
What would you if anything recommend out of the following to help bring that slight euphoria back.. doesn't have to be too pushy just a slight euphoric undertown.
I can only think of downers I don't want to mix any other psycadelics or weed or anything.
Etizolam, Diazepam, Nitrazepam, Zopiclone, Zolpidem (Ambien), Codeine, Tramadol, Xanax.
I pretty much take small doses of Etizolam daily and would rather not use that recreationally or Xanax since it's for emergencies really. Never used Tramadol or Codeine really, I am assuming people are going to recommend them.
I just want some music appreciation slight euphoric push to go with my 4-ho-met tonight.
The only problem with Codeine is I have only had it twice and both times suffered weird panic attack, pounding heart. This could have been ocasions with alcohol in the system though...
Kind Regards,
P
P.S. Sorry for the 2 threads you can delete the other if you wish
I have battled with anxiety since I can remember and ended up drinking heavily most nights and at weekends pass out wae up drink pass out etc.
It ended up with me in intensive care for 2 weeks or so in Spain with a bad case of acute pancrititis and have been told alcohol NEVER again, definatly for now at least.
The problem is socialising or going anywhere these days is a nightmare without alcohol being in your face in most places, anyway that's a different story and I am using benzos now and again for social situations.
The thing which has gotten to me the most is the dysphoria I seem to get now, for example one of my favourite recreational psycadelics drugs which I enjoyed so much was 4-HO-MET especially due to it's incredible music appreciation and body feeling, when I take it alone now I get lots of dysphoria without the alcohol and it's no where near the same, still very visual etc though.
What would you if anything recommend out of the following to help bring that slight euphoria back.. doesn't have to be too pushy just a slight euphoric undertown.
I can only think of downers I don't want to mix any other psycadelics or weed or anything.
Etizolam, Diazepam, Nitrazepam, Zopiclone, Zolpidem (Ambien), Codeine, Tramadol, Xanax.
I pretty much take small doses of Etizolam daily and would rather not use that recreationally or Xanax since it's for emergencies really. Never used Tramadol or Codeine really, I am assuming people are going to recommend them.
I just want some music appreciation slight euphoric push to go with my 4-ho-met tonight.
The only problem with Codeine is I have only had it twice and both times suffered weird panic attack, pounding heart. This could have been ocasions with alcohol in the system though...
Kind Regards,
P
P.S. Sorry for the 2 threads you can delete the other if you wish