Fornax55
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I've been fascinated with this chemical since it's made its way into my life and upon doing some research I've found a number of 'studies' that claim it to be no more dangerous than psilocin due to the fact that psilocin in itself is fairly harmless, as are acetic acid and tryptamine based chemicals (though I don't claim to know shit about chemistry and how these structures are bonded or how that would alter their effects.)
Regardless, everyone says it's harmless. Last night I had an experience after doing about 20-25mg that didn't feel quite harmless. I had extreme difficulty falling asleep (and am unsure if I even managed to - I definitely had some dream-like visual experiences but I don't know if they could be classified as sleep. What I did have was a peculiar sensation that I'd never experienced before - I felt my mind open up as a physical space - almost as if new nervous pathways had opened up within the intangible parts of my mind. Each thought I had carried with it a distinct physical sensation and after a while the thoughts began to grow very distorted - and with each distortion came an unpleasant and nearly painful feeling of the thought being torn apart. This continued for some hours - crunching, grinding, tearing and ripping of these new physical thoughts that had developed in my mind.
That could all be chalked up to having excess tactile sensations, but along with this I was experiencing mild to moderate convulsions; my eyes would lock shut and muscle spasms would rack my body and I wouldn't be able to move at times for up to five seconds without allotting all of my energy towards breaking the seizure state. The initial experience could indeed be accredited to psychedelic sensations but this undoubtedly does not feel "harmless."
Thoughts?
Regardless, everyone says it's harmless. Last night I had an experience after doing about 20-25mg that didn't feel quite harmless. I had extreme difficulty falling asleep (and am unsure if I even managed to - I definitely had some dream-like visual experiences but I don't know if they could be classified as sleep. What I did have was a peculiar sensation that I'd never experienced before - I felt my mind open up as a physical space - almost as if new nervous pathways had opened up within the intangible parts of my mind. Each thought I had carried with it a distinct physical sensation and after a while the thoughts began to grow very distorted - and with each distortion came an unpleasant and nearly painful feeling of the thought being torn apart. This continued for some hours - crunching, grinding, tearing and ripping of these new physical thoughts that had developed in my mind.
That could all be chalked up to having excess tactile sensations, but along with this I was experiencing mild to moderate convulsions; my eyes would lock shut and muscle spasms would rack my body and I wouldn't be able to move at times for up to five seconds without allotting all of my energy towards breaking the seizure state. The initial experience could indeed be accredited to psychedelic sensations but this undoubtedly does not feel "harmless."
Thoughts?