Delfin
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 21, 2014
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Hi everyone. I just wanted to give an quick update on my recovery
The last two weeks I have experienced huge improvements, and at times I have almost forgotten my depression (which is my main issue - I have only few cognitive issues)
I've been on a successful date, been motivated about my schoolwork, and generally been enjoying life again to some extent. HOWEVER, 2 days ago it all went wrong again, and my depression seems to by worse. For the first time I actually felt completely hopeless (through this period I've always stayed quit optimistic).. It's like I'm starting to realize how much I miss my old life, and the frustration is really unbearable..
I wish the degree of my depressive thoughts wouldn't variate so much, as it is keeping my from really registering any progress - if you understand what I mean?
If anyone have any thoughts or advice regarding this, I would appreciate it.
I am getting some professional help in two weeks though..
The last two weeks I have experienced huge improvements, and at times I have almost forgotten my depression (which is my main issue - I have only few cognitive issues)
I've been on a successful date, been motivated about my schoolwork, and generally been enjoying life again to some extent. HOWEVER, 2 days ago it all went wrong again, and my depression seems to by worse. For the first time I actually felt completely hopeless (through this period I've always stayed quit optimistic).. It's like I'm starting to realize how much I miss my old life, and the frustration is really unbearable..
I wish the degree of my depressive thoughts wouldn't variate so much, as it is keeping my from really registering any progress - if you understand what I mean?
If anyone have any thoughts or advice regarding this, I would appreciate it.
I am getting some professional help in two weeks though..