Hi guys
I took mdma for the first time at a music festival about 3 months ago and havent felt right since. I don't take drugs and was kind of peer pressured into taking it although I accept all responsibility for my actions.
The mdma wasn't tested and I think I took about half a gram over 2 nights, I know that's way too much for a first time but I wasn't really clued up on this beforehand and nobody warned me of the effects it would have.
I felt terrible for the first few days after, heart beating very fast, extremely anxious and unable to think straight. It's been 3 months since now and although I feel much better I am still having some problems. My eyesight seems to have got worse since taking the mdma and my ears seem to ring whenever I am in a silent room. The anxiety doesn't seem to have fully gone either although it has got better and I haven't had a panic attack for a while. My brain also doesn't seem to function as quickly and my memory seems to have got worse and I feel like I can't concentrate properly. My friends who I went to the festival have done mdma before and seem to have recovered very quickly compared to me.
I just wondered if anyone had experienced anything like I have and if I'm going to make a full recovery because the longer this goes on the more worried I feel. Any help is appreciated and have a great Christmas l.
TJ x
I took mdma for the first time at a music festival about 3 months ago and havent felt right since. I don't take drugs and was kind of peer pressured into taking it although I accept all responsibility for my actions.
The mdma wasn't tested and I think I took about half a gram over 2 nights, I know that's way too much for a first time but I wasn't really clued up on this beforehand and nobody warned me of the effects it would have.
I felt terrible for the first few days after, heart beating very fast, extremely anxious and unable to think straight. It's been 3 months since now and although I feel much better I am still having some problems. My eyesight seems to have got worse since taking the mdma and my ears seem to ring whenever I am in a silent room. The anxiety doesn't seem to have fully gone either although it has got better and I haven't had a panic attack for a while. My brain also doesn't seem to function as quickly and my memory seems to have got worse and I feel like I can't concentrate properly. My friends who I went to the festival have done mdma before and seem to have recovered very quickly compared to me.
I just wondered if anyone had experienced anything like I have and if I'm going to make a full recovery because the longer this goes on the more worried I feel. Any help is appreciated and have a great Christmas l.
TJ x
