Savvyray17
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Male 16 115lbs
Sorry for the length but please read. I really need as much help as possible. A few weeks ago i aquired two tabs of what i thought was acid. i went home and decided to take it early in the morning to enjoy my day. I had never done more than 1 1/2 tabs but it werent that strong and i knew i could handle two. The morning came and i took both, the come up felt great and i was really happy and smoked a joint and was on cloud nine. Then out of nowhere i noticed my face going numb and then i went "shit this aint right" then my heart started pounding furiously. Then my head felt like it was being ripped apart and blood was going to pour out my nose and my head was going to explode. My heart was going way too fast at 180 bpm then i started to panic and i layed down thinking i was just poisoned and im gonna die. My whole body was shaking and crossed my arms thinking this was it. I ran downstairs and told my mom that this is really bad. The nerves in my feet hurt so bad i couldnt walk. I was having a seizure that lasted forever and the visuals were so bad I couldn't see everything was made up of one picture and it was a face. It felt like every fiber in my body was a spiral and and if the went too fast they would get tight and pinch off and it was extremely painful. I totally lost it. It lasted twelve hours. And i calmed down. And my dumbass having little experience with psychs i thought it was just really good acid. Two days later i took one tab of the same stuff. It gave me the same effects but i was more prepared for it. It was still bad but not as bad as the first time. All this was pretty bad but the worst was to come. I was completely fine for a week after i took it. And promised not to do it again. i was smoking weed, and no problems. then out of nowhere i was just chilling and i started feeling the numbness in my head again and went " oh shit its coming back? How?" The feeling in my head that i got in the peak of my high was back and it was painful. My heart rate shot up to 180 again and got slight visuals. i knew something was very wrong. I calmed down and for the rest of the day it felt like the left side of my face and head had a stroke. My heart rate was always elavated. I figured i could sleep it off. The next day my face was normal but my heart was killing me at resting it was and still is always atleast 100bpm. i couldnt even stand and still cant without it being atleast 120bpm. And depending on how much i move its in the range of 120-180bpm. And always pounding very hard at at time felt pains like a knife ripping my chest And my head always feels pressured and weird. The veins in my eyes are always bloodshot and painful. I get random nerve pains all over. Ive been bedridden and afraid to move for weeks. i get the head feeling and my heart races multiple times a day. I asked my friend saying that shit wasnt acid and he tested it and it turned out to be 25i. The weird part is is he took two more than me and nothing happened to him. Anyway, I had a doc appointment on monday but it was friday and it got too bad and i went to the er and they said nothing was wrong. When i got to the doctor he gave me a heart monitor and im still waiting on results. Two days ago i had another bad episode and went to the er again and got scans and once again, nothing wrong. This shit is so bad I honestly dont see the point in living anymore. Everthing i do is extremely uncomfortable. I just want to be able to live somewhat normally. Im scared to even walk to the restroom anymore. I have to wear shades indoors to protect my eyes. I am completely miserable and the doctors are taking too long. I i got was some ativan but it barely helps. Ive been on every forum just asking for any sort of solution for any of theses issues. Anything would be appreciated and ill reply on what you want more info on thanks.
Sorry for the length but please read. I really need as much help as possible. A few weeks ago i aquired two tabs of what i thought was acid. i went home and decided to take it early in the morning to enjoy my day. I had never done more than 1 1/2 tabs but it werent that strong and i knew i could handle two. The morning came and i took both, the come up felt great and i was really happy and smoked a joint and was on cloud nine. Then out of nowhere i noticed my face going numb and then i went "shit this aint right" then my heart started pounding furiously. Then my head felt like it was being ripped apart and blood was going to pour out my nose and my head was going to explode. My heart was going way too fast at 180 bpm then i started to panic and i layed down thinking i was just poisoned and im gonna die. My whole body was shaking and crossed my arms thinking this was it. I ran downstairs and told my mom that this is really bad. The nerves in my feet hurt so bad i couldnt walk. I was having a seizure that lasted forever and the visuals were so bad I couldn't see everything was made up of one picture and it was a face. It felt like every fiber in my body was a spiral and and if the went too fast they would get tight and pinch off and it was extremely painful. I totally lost it. It lasted twelve hours. And i calmed down. And my dumbass having little experience with psychs i thought it was just really good acid. Two days later i took one tab of the same stuff. It gave me the same effects but i was more prepared for it. It was still bad but not as bad as the first time. All this was pretty bad but the worst was to come. I was completely fine for a week after i took it. And promised not to do it again. i was smoking weed, and no problems. then out of nowhere i was just chilling and i started feeling the numbness in my head again and went " oh shit its coming back? How?" The feeling in my head that i got in the peak of my high was back and it was painful. My heart rate shot up to 180 again and got slight visuals. i knew something was very wrong. I calmed down and for the rest of the day it felt like the left side of my face and head had a stroke. My heart rate was always elavated. I figured i could sleep it off. The next day my face was normal but my heart was killing me at resting it was and still is always atleast 100bpm. i couldnt even stand and still cant without it being atleast 120bpm. And depending on how much i move its in the range of 120-180bpm. And always pounding very hard at at time felt pains like a knife ripping my chest And my head always feels pressured and weird. The veins in my eyes are always bloodshot and painful. I get random nerve pains all over. Ive been bedridden and afraid to move for weeks. i get the head feeling and my heart races multiple times a day. I asked my friend saying that shit wasnt acid and he tested it and it turned out to be 25i. The weird part is is he took two more than me and nothing happened to him. Anyway, I had a doc appointment on monday but it was friday and it got too bad and i went to the er and they said nothing was wrong. When i got to the doctor he gave me a heart monitor and im still waiting on results. Two days ago i had another bad episode and went to the er again and got scans and once again, nothing wrong. This shit is so bad I honestly dont see the point in living anymore. Everthing i do is extremely uncomfortable. I just want to be able to live somewhat normally. Im scared to even walk to the restroom anymore. I have to wear shades indoors to protect my eyes. I am completely miserable and the doctors are taking too long. I i got was some ativan but it barely helps. Ive been on every forum just asking for any sort of solution for any of theses issues. Anything would be appreciated and ill reply on what you want more info on thanks.