yelnatstanley
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jun 20, 2019
- Messages
- 4
hey everyone! definitely not new to BL but i haven’t been around for a year or so. with that being said, about this time last year i quit doing meth completely. i was at one time a frequent IV user. that was until about 3 weeks ago. i’m now at the ass end of my binge and bag as i’m writing this. when i started this endeavor i got high as fuck with my friend at the end of my shift. i felt great but i decided that was enough. i didn’t really want to revisit my past in any type of way and that was some of my best thinking. however, as a few days went by my friend at work keeps giving me free shit, and of course i take it with out any thought and stash it. i collected the bags that he gave me throughout the week and started my binge that weekend. the first few of days were great. i got as high as i wanted to and made sure to get some sleep cause im no amateur. i probably did a .5-0.75g the first week. this week, the second week, i got a sack on Saturday and went through it fast because i just thought it was shitty dope. i got a different sack, different person, and still can’t get high. i’m just doing it so i can function like supposed to, but i don’t feel high at all. i can’t understand how i’m feeling like this when i don’t remember feeling this way when i did meth full time over a year ago. i am on 10mg of Lexapro but that’s such a sm all dose so i don’t think that is the problem. obviously i’m not going to buy anymore but how did this happen so quick?