So I finally got round to doing some acid...wow! Id like to thank all that helped me here on BL whether I spoke to you directly or just read some content from you. The experience itself was awesome but truly the days after have been even better! !
Its now been 5 days since...I feel like a new me, I ruined the trip a lil with weed, buuuut you live and learn and I certainly wont be smoking again, possibly t+7 hours...i duno, im not sure on taht 1. One thing that I did realise (which ive been pondering for quite some time now) is that I really dont need to smoke weed anymore, its been over 10 years and I really get nothing from the stuff anymore! Its just another mindset for me, not really a 'high' in itself.
I was diagnosed with adhd back when i was 14/15, Ive been on and off meds for years, never really got to grips with them, sure I got positives from them but they never truly seemed like a 'fix', more just like a big plaster- if that makes any sense? the reason I mention this is because the last few days i feel similar to like I do on meds, just...well better. I feel inner peace, I feel I can communicate a lot easier. There are a few other aspects in my life that I think may be helping but I honestly think this lsd consumption as boosted me. Its wonderful!
Now naturally Ive been reading up on all of this and im definitely not alone...the power of the internet is amazing when it brings us all together. But yeah...I just wanted to share, who knows may be some fellow BL's that this resonates with.
Safe to say I am going to be exploring more avenues with the stuff...some stuff like Holotropic Breathwork, meditating etc.
oh and I took 90 ug, I cant imagine what higher doses are like!! I think im quite a susceptible person.
thanks for reading this far...good vibes to all.
Its now been 5 days since...I feel like a new me, I ruined the trip a lil with weed, buuuut you live and learn and I certainly wont be smoking again, possibly t+7 hours...i duno, im not sure on taht 1. One thing that I did realise (which ive been pondering for quite some time now) is that I really dont need to smoke weed anymore, its been over 10 years and I really get nothing from the stuff anymore! Its just another mindset for me, not really a 'high' in itself.
I was diagnosed with adhd back when i was 14/15, Ive been on and off meds for years, never really got to grips with them, sure I got positives from them but they never truly seemed like a 'fix', more just like a big plaster- if that makes any sense? the reason I mention this is because the last few days i feel similar to like I do on meds, just...well better. I feel inner peace, I feel I can communicate a lot easier. There are a few other aspects in my life that I think may be helping but I honestly think this lsd consumption as boosted me. Its wonderful!
Now naturally Ive been reading up on all of this and im definitely not alone...the power of the internet is amazing when it brings us all together. But yeah...I just wanted to share, who knows may be some fellow BL's that this resonates with.
Safe to say I am going to be exploring more avenues with the stuff...some stuff like Holotropic Breathwork, meditating etc.
oh and I took 90 ug, I cant imagine what higher doses are like!! I think im quite a susceptible person.
thanks for reading this far...good vibes to all.