toughed it out for like a day and then i got sub but it was still a little rough. i got 24 8mg sub pills left cuz my sister had a bunch just sitting at the pharmacy. i got 32 if em. i gotta take a piss test friday to make sure i dont have benzos in my system and then i get my spot in a 90 day suboxone program, which was supposed to be open nov 4th b ut i just got all my info together so its gonna be like mid november or it could be earlier, idk. all i know is ill be on sub till then and im gonna do my program right and hop off sub in febuary or march, whenever the programs over. ill be doing meetings, journaling, 2 group sessions a week, random piss tests, and individual counseling.
im not drinking alcohol anymore either cuz im just switching one for another so i got 4 days clean from alcohol but would have had 12 if i didnt drink saturday. by friday my weed consumption is gonna be 0. ill be sober completly minus sub but i dont get high off that minus a slight mood lift. im at about 6mgs a day average at this point. things are looking so much clearer and its only been a few weeks of no dope