Ok it's sounds like this, to me; You're young & reckless(or just stupid like most!), and looking for a good buzz. So you score some Xanax after hearing little johnny-fucktard bragging about how awesome they are and how much they "fuck you up".
So basically Xanax is prescribed to treat anxiety. You sound like you didn't have anxiety, but now after abusing Xanax, when you quit, you experience anxiety. That's what they call a "rebound effect". Anxiety meds wear off, you get more anxious. Pain meds wear off, here comes more pain.
Adderall wears off, get ready for a reappearance of ADHD sypmtpms.
"For every action there is an equal and OPPOSITE reaction"
This is a law of physics, but you'd be surprised how well it applies to drugs.
Ok heres what you do, OP. After even 2 weeks taking Xanax every day, multiple times a day, you would not be addicted. Mentally you might crave them, but physical addiction to Xanax wouldn't occur unless you'd been taking them for at least a month or more, at high doses and frequency.
As for the rebound anxiety; IF YOU CONTINUE TO USE XANAX, you're anxiety will become gradually worse & worse over time, and even high doses will fail to relieve your symptoms. In other words if you keep taking them, you'll be Shit outta Luck in the future.
Second, Xanax makes people STUPID. I've known many people who took Xanax, and when they did, it was like their IQ took a 25-50% reduction. Just retarted, the stuff makes them, they either don't notice or don't care.
So put the stuff down...if you have some left, take 1/4 bar during rebound Anxiety emergencies ONLY. That should help cravings etc...
If you smoke weed, that can definitely worsen anxiety and ESPECIALLY during withdrawal states from depressants, however mild the habit...because pot is really a stimulant.
Lastly, you're too damn young to be experimenting with hard drugs OP!
Put down the pills and dope for a while, and focus on your future, before you go too far and fuck it up with drugs or bad choices or whatever.
Pills, dope, weed...it'll all be their tomorrow. But you're opportunities may not be if you keep using the shit today. So seize the day, make good choices, leave alone the drugs, ditch the bad crowd, and at least try to get you're shit together while you still can.
Believe it or not OP you're in the best years of your life right now. Don't throw it away. Because in the future, when you're older & a hard-working adult, you might have a bad day, and THEN you can take drugs if need be. But if you want drugs during the best years of you're life, whats it gonna take to get you through the WORST years further on up the road??
Just think before you act OP. Good luck, and stay away from the dope AT LEAST until you're brain is fully developed around the age 24.