As for someone telling others that they cannot get sober with meetings... well I guess just don't listen to them. They are obviously being closed minded, which also does not translate well with AA/NA.
Whoops, I meant as for someone telling others that cannot get sober
without meetings... don't listen to them. It is not a perfect program at all. I have plenty of reservations and question many things about the process. Right now though I am just working on keeping myself sober on the day to day.
Kinda embarrassed, hope you didn't write that whole reply because of that statement.
But anyways, I do not believe that a person addicted to drugs can just stop whenever they want to without some form of help. Wether it be from family, friends, meetings etc.
Fuck, if it was that easy (I could just stop) then I would have along time ago. I know many people that continued to use well aware that they had a problem. That was me. I was trying all the fucking time to quit and I could not. I
Finally, when I did quit I honestly had no fucking idea how bad I was. Thats how deep my denial and rationality was. I was in literal shock for days with what had gone on over the past 8 years (when my use started to get bad). Then I had a fucking seizure.
I am not hopeless by any means, in fact I believe that I will be sober for the rest of my life. I feel like this is it for me and even if I slip up that I will quickly come back. However, I have enough evidence that I personally cannot do it by myself and that I need help. Right now, the help that is available to me is my program and meetings. That is what I am using to keep me sober. I am a very strong person. Shit, I admitted that I needed help, which is something that many cannot do. That is the true measure of courage IMO.
Thats me though, its different for everyone. However there does appear to be commonality in people that are addicts and the experiences they go through. That is a major part of what makes meetings work.
I have seen plenty of people stop using without meetings as I stated in the beginning of that statement.
In my personal experience though, I was close minded until I had my seizure. Why? Because I kept telling myself that I could do it one my own. I tried and tried and tried and would have kept trying I'm sure. In fact I had a ton of xanax when I had my seizure because I was trying to "ween" myself off of alcohol. But I was also using coke which makes me want to drink, its fucking crazy but whatever.
Anyways after I had my seizure, I decided at the hospital that I had to do anything possible to not use. Simple as that. For me that includes going to meetings and getting a sponsor. Who is to say that I will finish working the steps or will be even attending meetings in six months? Shit who is to say that I will not be using in six months (I hope I won't be). All I know that meetings are helping me right now.
I personally was close minded before because I would not give them a chance. Look backing on meetings I went to years ago, they would have helped. However I convinced myself that they would not work, were a cult, too rigid whatever. Later when I personally went in with an open mind and received the message I found them helpful.
I share at almost every meeting I go to, I stay after and talk to people, I try to help others. These are things I would not do before. These are the things that are helping me the most.
Essentially, its me at the meetings, but I am a completely different person then I was at the meetings I went to years ago. I am 27 years old now, not some idiot 23 year old coming off a dope habit convinced he can drink responsibly.
I don't know if that makes sense, but I apologize about the mistake I made in my wording. Great thread though
By the way my sponsor said: "The only thing good about rehab is you learn is all it takes is a dollar in the basket". I disagree because the program I am at is unbelievably helpful. But it is very different from the cookie cutter rehab facilities. I totally agree that most of them are not worth two shits. I do not agree with court ordered meetings either.
Finally, and I put this at the bottom because I want you to notice it. Find different meetings or programs that allow you to question if you can. I know that I and the other people in my program question everything. Why? Because it allows you to learn. That is even why I am participating in this thread. It allows me to learn. My sponsor urges me to question everything.
I have been to places like you describe. More of a "Don't question, just do place". This is most likely because the facility has many patients and just wants to pump people in and out. The program I am in now never has anymore the 15 patients at a time. We have three small groups, so you get alot of personalize attention.
This is working for me, where nothing else has. It is a perfect fit for me. This same program operates on honesty, no slips needed to be signed. I am allowed to go to whatever meetings I want to. This allows me to find ones that fit me.
So it appears that I am having a very different experience then you have/are having. I know for me that this time around feels completely different then any other length of sobriety I have had.