in few words, avoid arrylcyclohexamines and opiates in any quantity. avoid adding alcohol. avoid gabapentin, lyrica, baclofen, and phenibut with opiates. these stupidities have almost dispatched(thanks bear grills) me in the past. benzos add extra death to these combos as well. it's just too easy to die with these. no matter how much control you think you have over the situation, it only takes 1 screw up.
on the other hand, arrylcyclohexamines add an incredible element to a tryptamine or phenethylamine trip. downers can take the edge off stims and visa versa... it bothers me when people say "you took an upper, why would you take a downer too? what are you trying to accomplish?" like they cancel each other out completely... they don't. they can help curb the side effects of each other and allow for larger doses, but that comes with it's own potential peril. In addition, Halcion is a motherfuck... if you ever come across this sledge hammer of a benzo, beware... I was taking around 1mg of clonazepam/day when i got the triazolam, so there was a little tolerance, but i'd still get a significant effect from 2-3mgs... i don't rememeber exactly how much halcion i was taking, it's been a while now, but i wanna say 8-12mgs, which was 1 tablet from some foreign country, and BAM! amnesia, randomness, odd autopilot... Then the stupid idea of throwing an opiate into the mix was... well, a stupid idea.
I've, quite unfortinately - since i'd like to view myself as a somewhat intelligent, aware, learned, and versed individual - have had a number of close calls from mixing drugs.... I do my homework, i generally understand the essence of the pharmacodynamics and pharmacokinetics involved... but that little freaking voice inside that is so hard to sate at times has led me astray despite having the technical knowledge to "know better"
It also must be noted that one's judgement can be impaired along the way as one moves across thier timeline. i.e., i might know better than to do a couple bags of dope along with 3-ho-pcp and alcohol, for instance. But not long ago, i was waiting for dope to be dropped off at a certain point, but waiting for it at a friends house resulted in me drinking 2-3 natty daddy tall boys and doing roughly 8-12mgs 3-ho-pcp... And i know that i can't really just get dope and not get stuck being fixated on doing it the instant i get it. And i know i'm not the only one with that sentiment... that said, i really shouldn't have drank more than maybe 1 tall boy and i shouldnt have done the dissociative, knowing that when the dope finally went thru, i'd do it...
unfortunately, warming up with alcohol and 3-ho absolutely clouded my judgement in retrospect. So when the dope came thru, i did my normal amount... then 5 mins later, when i wasn't feeling it yet, i took more, then 5 mins later i guess i decided to finish all 3 of the bags(twas strong shit), tho i don't remember after that. I didn't have to be narcanned that night, thank god, but i ruined a friendship and likely started some malignant gossip about me that'll spread thru my area like gangbusters. But it brings up yet another point(likely the final one for this post)
I dont know if anyone else has experienced this, but there have been occasions, infrequently, where i guess i get high a little too gradually on dope, and don't notice the effects prominantly enough to realize how high i am, so i remain convinced that i'm not getting an effect... mentally. But it certainly turns out that the physioligical effects of the drug are present. cuz i've kinda blacked out on a few occasions and, apparently, continued to do the dope far beyond what i would've taken, had my conscious brain been in charge. This, obviously, points directly toward overdose. But i don't even realize i've done it. it just turns out later that all my bags are empty, tho i have no memory of doing most of it. I am very regtrettful and ashamed that this can happen to me, considering the experience i have, the knowledge i've encrued, the tolerances i've had, etc. In fact, this is the first time i'm mentioning it to anyone other than my wife. has anyone else had this danvgerous experience? of sort-of blacking out and doing all of your opiate on autopilot, without realizing? it's not a common occurance, but it's proven quite dangerous when it does happen.
I do attribute some of these deleterious effects to a regular background dose of phenibut, which acts as a selective calcium channel blocker like gabapentin,and so it seriously potentiates opiates. It's an addiction i've been working on, but that i still take daily at around 2g/day. i don't feel the phenibut, except maybe to aleviate the symptoms of withdrawal if i take it too late. But i know that phenibut is a major, and potentially very dangerous, porentiator of opiates. The effects of the combo are unpredictable, and seem to be able to lead to the formation of an isolated bubble of consciousness that can deflate quiite easily into death. I had been taking phenibut for 7 months, and no longer get any noticable drug effect from anything resembling a reasonable dose. so i would've thought that taking a dose on the low end of my spectrum, one that merely aleviates withdrawal and loosens mood. I woulndt have expected it to have the significant effect that it does. Even with doses that barely meet my threshold for dependance, there's still a significant effect on the effect of any opiates. It does not seem to be consistant in it's potentiation. Both strength and timing become wild cards with phenibut, or any gabapentanoid, So my final point here is, i guess, that all gabapnetenoids; gabapnetin, pregabalin, baclofen, and phenibut; are very dangerous when combined with opiates. The effect is not predictable, reliable or consistant, controllable, or safe. I know a lot of people are trying to potentiate opiates with these drugs, but i sincerely beg that you do not attempt this. your own biochemistry, at that time on that day, effect the manifestation of the gabby's effect. this is subtle. But it seems to me, from this reporter's opinion, and those of many others, that the net effect of an opiate and gabapentenoid on one's totality is far too idiosynchratic to be intelligent. In closing, please heed my advice and avoid mixing these in any gabapentenoid with opiates... and have some good, clean fun... like giving your dog a rim-job while covered in apple pie... Oh, your not american? well then, a rim job with cayenne pepper if your in mexico, rim job and mozeralla in italy, gnocchi and rim job in poland, In Russia - a rim-job while reading Dostoevsky, doggy rim-job in france simmering in a cream and butter sauce... leaving residue on your tiny mustache.... just beware of germany, make sure your dog is a pure-bread since they have strict "purity" standards.... cheers