I have sort of fucked up twice in public. It does feel like a really slow train is coming and then I'm sat down but everything is not the same.
I was led to believe that it was 1mg - 1mg lorazepam which I have no problem with. I know this lasts longer, and I suppose in liquid it comes on quicker. I used it thoughtfully for 3 weeks and then had a 4 episode mess.
Well now I'm here and on the guice. Didn't want this to happen, but it is lesser of 2 evils.
I suppose I was doing 4ml phen the first 3 weeks every 3rd day and then for 2 weeks a couple of days I went off the track.
Nothing like I used to do on lorazepam though. It doesn't seem to have as much hypnotic ability in me and instead I'm sitting down on 8 units of gin chatting away and then the room is different and too many things to explain, but I've never had these things happen with UK prescriptions. I know that 10mg is supposed to be a max, but I don't know what that means.
Have I been taking the equivalent of 100mg diazies without knowing it? Anyway thats elsewhere right now and my memory is intact.AT least I have been always measuring it.