I first browsed blue light when I was 12 years old I found the site because I was nervous to try ecstasy for the first time and wanted to learn everything I could before doing so. If I recall it was a green swan pill that were going around quite a few states according to blue light members at the time. Im currently 24 and definitely not a rookie anymore when it comes to almost anything you can think of, I've either tried or had withdrawals from. Before that I was smoking weed daily and stealing hydrocodone and oxycodone from a few family members, and pretty often actually. Prior to discovering blue light I had only smoked weed and smoked/snorted/took oral opiates and opioids. In my small town 40 minutes from Reno NV, we called them Mercs. We would say things like lets go merc some mercs which translates to (Lets go snort some pain killers) and now I'm signing up finally after reading your guys posts for the last 12 years in the closet lol. At 13 I became addicted to heroin and meth and have battled those addictions since then. Well I'm a year off black tar heroin and fentanyl, but I am on meth as we speak. I guess you can say its now my poison I've picked and I function well on it.Hey everyone - welcome to Bluelight!
Sit down, get comfy and stay a while.
If you have the time, we'd love to know a bit more about how you got here. Feel free to answer as many questions as you'd like - no pressure. But these answers will help Bluelight get a better sense of our community and where Bluelight sits in their drug use trajectories.
Here we go...
1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?
2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?
3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?
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Thank you for taking the time to help out our community, and see you around
Tina is a pretty sweet mistress
This guy got straight to the point I feel like my answers were my autobiography, lol I think I answered wrong now that I see your nice and neat reply.
That's cool man hope no triggers come on for u. There's some pretty hard core addicts here including myself talking about some pretty rough shit.. am I allowed to curse on here? I don't see that too often now that I think about it
I've gone deep into my history and life in other threads
That's awesome I'm a year clean I hope to be 15 one day. Off heroin that is I still have my demons
If u don't mind me asking why do u come here to blue light still after being clean. Does it help u stay sober? or
That makes senseI've gone deep into my history and life in other threads
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Hey I go by DetroitFettyghost. I am a homeless addict living in the most dangerous ZIP Code in North America 48205 located on Detroits Eastside. I’ve been an IV heroin and fentanyl addict for over 21 years, and before that it was pills and alcohol hallucinogens it seems I’ve had some sort of addiction problem ever since I was in grade school. I’ve been cruising bluelight.org since it was brand new- I’m no stranger to the Internet or to the forum however I am just finally getting around to becoming a member lol. I’m no stranger to the Internet or to the forum however I am just finally getting around to becoming a member lol. Some of you may recognize my name from YouTube and if so that’s awesome if you don’t please go check out my channel it’s the same name as my screen name on here or you can click this link it is a video that kind of tells a little bit about me and my journey I’ve been documenting
ABOUT ME (If new sub watch this
Nice to have you.
Hi anonymous strangers! It feels great knowing that this resource is available.Hey everyone - welcome to Bluelight!
Sit down, get comfy and stay a while.
If you have the time, we'd love to know a bit more about how you got here. Feel free to answer as many questions as you'd like - no pressure. But these answers will help Bluelight get a better sense of our community and where Bluelight sits in their drug use trajectories.
Here we go...
1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?
2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?
3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?
If you have any questions for US, please let a moderator know!
Thank you for taking the time to help out our community, and see you around
Welcome to Bluelight. I can appreciate you wanting to keep a video journal of sorts of your own struggles with life.
