Hey guys, I'll be somewhat short.
I have a beautiful girlfriend in AA which I've been part of for a long time.
I relapsed and nearly died from smoking fentanyl when not opiate addicted January 7 this year.
I was addicted to opiates and benzo's for over 20 years, I'm 47.
After leaving the ICU my gf stuck with me but guys, I can't stop using.
my girlfriend does not deserve this.
i'm using everything from benzo's to acid around her back.
I have decided to come clean, to tell her and in extension my whole AA community who think I'm clean.
I can't stop.
and I'm done lying.
anyone have input?
It's 1pm here in California, I'm gonna talk to her at 6pm.
do I downplay it a bit?
do i tell her things that will hurt her?
fuck man, I don't know.
I have a beautiful girlfriend in AA which I've been part of for a long time.
I relapsed and nearly died from smoking fentanyl when not opiate addicted January 7 this year.
I was addicted to opiates and benzo's for over 20 years, I'm 47.
After leaving the ICU my gf stuck with me but guys, I can't stop using.
my girlfriend does not deserve this.
i'm using everything from benzo's to acid around her back.
I have decided to come clean, to tell her and in extension my whole AA community who think I'm clean.
I can't stop.
and I'm done lying.
anyone have input?
It's 1pm here in California, I'm gonna talk to her at 6pm.
do I downplay it a bit?
do i tell her things that will hurt her?
fuck man, I don't know.