It’s not easy but you can do it. I’ve stayed away from H since December 2, 2012. For me, I had to go to a facility to detox. It’s what I needed. I had tried suboxone but ended up selling my scripts and buying more H. I tried methadone but felt it was just as bad and had me spending the first 2 and 1/2 hours of my day, everyday, at the clinic. I tried NA but total abstinence will never work for me. I took a huge dose of LSD, and long story short, called a rehab the next day. I was able to go for free. Detox was miserable for the first week. Next 2-3 weeks will be a lot better but you’ll still feel rough. After about a month, I started feeling powerful. I kept thinking about the nights I’d drive all over the place to get a fix so I wouldn’t be sick at work (when I still had job). The times I’d be a bitch; beginning, pleading for a front. The times I ran into friends/family when I was homeless. All the things I never thought I’d never do. Then realizing that I don’t have to go there. For the first time, in a very long time, I wasn’t wondering how many doses I had and when/where I’d be able to get another. It made me feel incredibly powerful. Whenever I am struggling with life, I think about how I overcame H and feel like I can overcome anything that’s thrown at me. I harness the power. Today, I use kratom and weed to help me cope with the anxiety that the H used to silence. I didn’t use it while detoxing but I’m sure it would help. I don’t want to brag about my life today but I’ll say that I’ve been more successful than I ever thought possible. Harness the struggle and use it to empower yourself. That’s the best advice I can give. Good luck friend.