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Bluelighter
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- Nov 3, 2020
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Need a little help.
Quick history - 5 pretty full years of opi abuse. (May 2014 to April 2019. At my worst 120 to 150 mgs daily of hydros or oxys whichever was around.) 14 months of buprenorphine (April 2019 to June 2020), 2.5 months of methadone (June 13 to August 28), then almost 2 months of Kratom (Sept. 7 to now). No more than 15 grams in any day. I unwittingly was ignorant to the duration of the methadone withdrawal. I thought my short run wouldn't be that bad to ct from seeing i was only taking 25mgs of methadone daily...i was wrong. I had burned my bupe bridge when i switched to the full agonist. ( i thought it would be easier to jump off a full agonist rather than the partial agonist that is bupe.) Wrong...lol. I had burned my opi bridge long ago when i decided to finally quit. so...Kratom was my answer to the protracted methadone withdrawal. It seemed to have worked, except when i tried to stop the Kratom three days ago, i got hit with killer withdrawal symptoms after 48-50 hours. Not methadone level withdrawal, but enough to where I don't want to go through it.
Little more history - 30+ year cannabis enthusiast. Played with hallucinogenics in college. Never tried coke (Len Bias death really affected me). Played weekend warrior with meth for a while in my youth.
A friend suggested i do uber small bumps of meth for a few days. I have been checking into it and am thinking of giving it a try.
Good idea...??? If so...how frequently should I ingest?? How many days is too many in a row??
any help is appreciated...thanks
Quick history - 5 pretty full years of opi abuse. (May 2014 to April 2019. At my worst 120 to 150 mgs daily of hydros or oxys whichever was around.) 14 months of buprenorphine (April 2019 to June 2020), 2.5 months of methadone (June 13 to August 28), then almost 2 months of Kratom (Sept. 7 to now). No more than 15 grams in any day. I unwittingly was ignorant to the duration of the methadone withdrawal. I thought my short run wouldn't be that bad to ct from seeing i was only taking 25mgs of methadone daily...i was wrong. I had burned my bupe bridge when i switched to the full agonist. ( i thought it would be easier to jump off a full agonist rather than the partial agonist that is bupe.) Wrong...lol. I had burned my opi bridge long ago when i decided to finally quit. so...Kratom was my answer to the protracted methadone withdrawal. It seemed to have worked, except when i tried to stop the Kratom three days ago, i got hit with killer withdrawal symptoms after 48-50 hours. Not methadone level withdrawal, but enough to where I don't want to go through it.
Little more history - 30+ year cannabis enthusiast. Played with hallucinogenics in college. Never tried coke (Len Bias death really affected me). Played weekend warrior with meth for a while in my youth.
A friend suggested i do uber small bumps of meth for a few days. I have been checking into it and am thinking of giving it a try.
Good idea...??? If so...how frequently should I ingest?? How many days is too many in a row??
any help is appreciated...thanks