Zephyn
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After 15 years of taking psychedelics the past few years I am scared to partake. I've been hospitalized after taking meth and heroin a few times due to each of their different affects. Ive been 90+ days sober except some benzos occasionally (three times) Nd some alcohol. I was somewhat recently sexually assaulted and brutalized. I've considered taking mescaline to help. I was even given some peyote by native Americans of which i gave all away as i was scared to trip. Im considering taking some san pedro soon as i find myself in such a deep funk I can't even eat or work or take care of myself (im about 30). I haven't had a good trip in years, and last time I took psychedelics I got raped by two police officers. Ive also had a friend be murdered during this time. That and a ton of other trauma. I have about 100 grams of san pedro. I was considering taking 50 grams alone. Is this a bad idea?
Edit: I might also have bipolar, im not sure.
Edit: I might also have bipolar, im not sure.
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