I still don't see or understand why these are drugs of abuse. I mean: they're all DOWNERS are they not?
There are downer people in this world and upper people, and we don't understand each other lol, and my mate who prefers his uppers is on an SSRI which is more of a stimulating antidepressant where as I couldn't get on with them and prefer the sedating ones, so I'm on mirtazapine, so it's on our brain chemistry, you don't like downers so can't see why people do
Thing is when you're a very anxious person and spend your days worrying and having a fast heart then downers are right up your street, lovely little pills, or heroin, I was a heroin addict from 17, from the first time I took it I'd found my doc, aged 16 I'd tried hash, weed, base, coke, crack before heroin though
I'm 41 now and it took me being with a coke head to find out how much I actually like pills, me having to take pills to sleep to combat the horrible coke which I obviously partook on because I was with someone who done it every weekend and also during the week, so I know full well cokes not for me, it made my anxiety worse, made my heart fast, put me on edge, scared, jittery, why would I do that to myself it was like anxiety brought on by choice lol, and as for "a rush" yes that's nice in a rave dancing on base and mdma but to inject something like coke or meth that makes my heart pound out of my chest and thump thump thump for hours, no ta, snorting coke was bad enough as the only thing I could do to take my mind of the sketch was play games on my phone for hours on end, both of us stuck on our phones
There's also people who love uppers, downers, all-arounders they take anything they can get, but not me I'm a downer girl through and through
Thought I'd just explain why I do downers so you can see what I mean and get some idea why people choose them
Oh and I done oxys for 10 days, was upto 80mg a day and it just made me relaxed and put me to sleep, no rush, no gouching out or as Americans say "nodding" just night night lol then weidly enough the tenth day the Oxy acted as a stimulant so flushed the rest down the toilet