Thanks for the input.
@jose ribas da silva, do you have experience with hibiscus tea? Am really interested in this, as I am struggling now for fucking years (almost 10) with quitting venlafaxine. Granted I haven't tried all possibile options like switching to fluoxetine but as after just one day without venla I feel such heavy sadness I guess my serotonin system is heavily fucked up.. only thing that was able to substitute were dissociatives (dxm, obviously as its a SNRI, and dck etc..). It's very different but the intensity is almost comparable to the morphine... cause with that one, memantine & loperamide, maybe amph for energy are able to mask the withdrawal completely but for venlafaxine there is no such thing ... a hell of brain zaps, tension, sadness, hopelessness, anxiety, low energy etc...
That's what I found:
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Antidepressant-like activity of anthocyanidins from Hibiscus rosa-sinensis flowers in tail suspension test and forced swim test
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In vivo antianxiety and antidepressant activity of Hibiscus sabdariffa calyx extracts
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Antidepressant-like effects of methanol extract of Hibiscus tiliaceus flowers in mice
Ok, my search for plants failed today and I got modafinil which appears to help, and a doc recommending me to taper the morphine with tramadol (oh yeah, another venlafaxine relative), both OTC here so plenty of supply available yet I feel at least the tramadol isn't the answer... I will try to get hibiscus tea and sida cordifolia, as I even have a script for lisdexamphetamine but no fucking pharmacy around here carries it or is able to order, plain dexamph doesn't exist as Rx, and methylphenidate... well had I known that, maybe I would have opted for it, but I dislike ritalin, it's so jittery, caffine-overdose like and gave me heartburn once...
Other option would be bupropion, but my understanding is that during opioid withdrawal your (nor)epinephrine system is fucked up and there's already too much of these transmitters around, causing things like yawning, runny nose, tension, discomfort, anxiety (granted, memantine takes much of that away) -- then the best solution would be to get clonidine, yet when I already have no energy I don't think that one will do any good?
Oh, the kratom was something I've thought of myself of course. Maybe I'll just get some white vein kratom for the meantime.... but still, if hibiscus helps me off venlafaxine, I'll be seriously astonished.
@polymath: Have been interested in peripheral carboxylase inhibitors before, to turn 5-htp into an effective antidepressant as for me severe gastric disturbance begins at dosages lower than required for decent central activity (it works though, was able to completely ameliorate venlafaxine withdrawal with it but ended up with severe nausea, diarrhea etc) ... have asked a bunch of pharmacies whether they could get me carbidopa or similar, but even with prescription they say it's not possible and available only in combination with l-dopa - a compound I have avoided up to now, the side effects sound terrible but maybe this applies primarily to people with Parkinson's and a healthy dopamine system will re-regulate much faster and easilier?
I know that dopamine agonists have effects beyond what's popular knowledge (guess part of the benefits I get from memantine are indeed from its d2 agonism) and many textbooks deny that so who knows ...
Rhodiola Rosea anyone? I remember taking one capsule of extract and feeling an uncomfortably strong stimulation, but that was long long ago. Some years ago I've acquired some again and felt little to no effect.
Schisandra Chinensis is also said to be a general topic and energizing, as is the Noni fruit (morinda citrifolia, interestingly a coffee relative) that's even
a MAO inhibitor and I'm going to try it as soon as I get one ...