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Which drug legal or illegal do you regret using the most?

Honestly I have the most regret regarding... fucking whippets.

I don't regret doing nitrous to some extent, but very much regret doing it like I did. It has caused far more damage to my life over the past couple of years than any other drug has, than all other drugs combined have - and worse still, it taught me bad usage patterns, such that I have more trouble being responsible with other drugs since having bad times with nitrous. For the last decade, I could have a huge collection of drugs within arms reach all the time, and never get myself into trouble. Then had some bad times with nitrous, and while I have been doing well w/regards to not doing nitrous lately, I feel like it has hurt my self-control around other drugs, such that it's harder for me to not use stims, k, benzos, etc when I know better - it trained to succumb to temptation, if that makes any sense...
 
I smoke (well I quit recently actually, been vaping but will quit thatt too), and I have had about 11 years of my life addicted to opiates, and I don't like nicotine with opiates, it fucks up the opiate high IMO. Alcohol and nicotine are great friends, though. Also my biggest trigger.
 
Xorkoth said:
I smoke (well I quit recently actually, been vaping but will quit thatt too), and I have had about 11 years of my life addicted to opiates, and I don't like nicotine with opiates, it fucks up the opiate high IMO. Alcohol and nicotine are great friends, though. Also my biggest trigger.
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Really? I've always loved smoking while really high on opioids. I always felt they went great together.

I also find cigarettes go well with alcohol, and also amphetamines, and with coffee.

There's quite a lot of things I think cigarettes go well with.
 
Definitely Prozac. I didn't use it by choice, I was forced to take it in high school, but it (and the other drugs like it I was made to use, but Prozac was the worst of them) is really the only drug I 100% wish I'd never touched. At least with the drugs I deliberately take, I get high, and getting high feels good. I was sick and miserable every minute I was on SSRIs, and there was no high to justify it. It was the worst withdrawal I've ever experienced, the whole thing was crappy and traumatizing, and some of the effects I suffered while I was on it never went away. At least when I stopped smoking meth, I stopped feeling sick and exhausted after a while.

And my drugs of choice have never made me seriously consider torture, murder, or suicide the way Prozac did.
 
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My ex's cousin got caught doing drugs when she was 13, and her parents decided the only explanation for why she'd try drugs was that she was depressed. She got forced onto prozac (or maybe one of the other ones I don't remember), and she started to change and become extremely withdrawn. She started to have increasingly intrusive thoughts about murder-suiciding her entire family and herself. Fortunately she didn't let it get to its ultimate conclusion and told her parents and said she needed off. She got off and after that returned to normal. Now she's one of the coolest women, has some kids, she's really happy. Sometime after that they started including the warning that antidepressants can cause suicidal or homicidal ideation in children. Then after that they included teens and then young adults in that warning.
 
Xorkoth said:
My ex's cousin got caught doing drugs when she was 13, and her parents decided the only explanation for why she'd try drugs was that she was depressed. She got forced onto prozac (or maybe one of the other ones I don't remember), and she started to change and become extremely withdrawn. She started to have increasingly intrusive thoughts about murder-suiciding her entire family and herself. Fortunately she didn't let it get to its ultimate conclusion and told her parents and said she needed off. She got off and after that returned to normal. Now she's one of the coolest women, has some kids, she's really happy. Sometime after that they started including the warning that antidepressants can cause suicidal or homicidal ideation in children. Then after that they included teens and then young adults in that warning.
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I was reading today that most early stage drug testing on animals (especially mice) is done almost exclusively on male animals. Late stage testing aggregates reporting on side effects and does not report by gender. Because of different biology this has meant that recommended dosage levels consistently overstate what is necessary for women to have positive benefits from drugs and understate the risks of side effects to women. It may not be that the drug itself is bad per se but women generally get given too much of it and suffer more significant side effects as a consequence. Or it could just be evil.
 
Another vote for tobacco.
As I've said before I only smoke spliffs (weed with a bit of tobacco) right now, and I've never been an everyday cig smoker but only because I've actively tried not to get into that habit. The combination of weed& tobacco is extremely habit forming once you start, now I almost can't smoke weed by itself.

Tobacco is just a terrible drug IMO, barely does anything besides getting you addicted and significantly shortening your lifespan.
It does have a positive though, it's a great excuse to talk to someone and it allows you to meet new people (mainly other smokers) in social situations.
 
BeachBum4u said:
I know I'm smart enough to know that if I ever did try heroin, it would seriously kick my ass! Thank God I don't know anyone with those kinds of connections.
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I made plans but bailed out on them twice. Years ago. Shit would have probably done me in like it did to my cuz.

That being said this crap on store shelves out of nowhere hooked me horrifically and I relapsed with only one thankfully recently but still unwanted as it isn't worth it for someone like me. The cons outweigh the cops erm I mean the benefits are just not there and I wouldn't believe Big Pharma would allow something beneficial to be made available because that would disturb their toxic profit system? Getting a little carried away.

Think a baby meth addiction and I wasn't using it daily nor even weekly but off and on yet this shit still tore me up for weeks and months on end.

Propylhexedrine. Alcohol hurt me too because I am not a responsible drinker. This propylhexedrine is the most neurologically frightening for me though.
 
Non-psychoactive: ibuprofen, it irreparably damaged my GI tract

Psychoactive: Alcohol, every stupid moment I can remember occurred under its influence
 
RV Mystery Journey said:
I made plans but bailed out on them twice. Years ago. Shit would have probably done me in like it did to my cuz.

That being said this crap on store shelves out of nowhere hooked me horrifically and I relapsed with only one thankfully recently but still unwanted as it isn't worth it for someone like me. The cons outweigh the cops erm I mean the benefits are just not there and I wouldn't believe Big Pharma would allow something beneficial to be made available because that would disturb their toxic profit system? Getting a little carried away.

Think a baby meth addiction and I wasn't using it daily nor even weekly but off and on yet this shit still tore me up for weeks and months on end.

Propylhexedrine. Alcohol hurt me too because I am not a responsible drinker. This propylhexedrine is the most neurologically frightening for me though.
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Why is the propylhexedrine so neurologically frightening for you? After once getting a terrible migraine and feeling like I was going to stroke out, I never touched the stuff again, though it had been enjoyable enough on a few previous occasions.
 
Intravenous cocaine.
That was the one thing that several times made me return to IV use after I tried to stop. Luckily it has been years since I took anything intravenous (not counting prescribed medication at the hospital).
 
RV Mystery Journey said:
Propylhexedrine. Alcohol hurt me too because I am not a responsible drinker. This propylhexedrine is the most neurologically frightening for me though.
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Propylhexedrine skeeves me out too, I don't know about neurologically, but it has fucked with my urinary health I'm almost positive. I have done a ton of it over the course of the last 12 years too, including sometimes recently. Feels so bad for you. I am nearly certain it has caused damage to me. Kinda scared to get checked out.
 
Definitely Opies.

After I got my first taste for them I found myself stealing scripts from family, friends, and people I cared about. Makes me feel like a terrible person when I think about it. Yet I don't think I can ever tell them.

I've tried every type of pill (hydrocodone, oxy, etc.). Surprisingly I like the hydro euphoria better, but oxy def gives you a serious nod. Trying to just stick to the pills.
 
Tobacco, cocaine in any of its forms(powder,crack AND Banging especially), also opiates have made me waste so mucj Time AND money chasing a high. When i realized 10 years had gone by...well that's my experience.
 
BeachBum4u said:
I know I'm smart enough to know that if I ever did try heroin, it would seriously kick my ass! Thank God I don't know anyone with those kinds of connections.
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Ur lucky Trust me, the grip that shit has on someone Is too much. Whole another level.
 
Ah there are a few but alcohol takes the cake. Tobacco as well.
If it weren’t for those two I wouldn’t have had as much of an issue with cocaine and opiates, which definitely ruined my life many times. Alcohol always leads to bad decisions it seems, and cocaine is usually the first of those bad decisions.
And tobacco I feel like is just killing me for the momentary relief of nicotine, which is incredibly unrewarding, but seems necessary in countless scenarios.
And weirdly, I regret eating acid! At least at such a young age (I was 13) I feel like it opened up my mind to too much too fast and made life very difficult in high school due to my existential conflict with the paradigm I realized I was living in, which cause problems everywhere in my life. Although all in all I really can’t say I regret any of these things, I just recognize what I’ve gone through, how it’s shaped me, and I now know what choices I want to make in the future.
 
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