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So it's been a long time since I have posted here. I was about to make a whole FAQ about delieriants actually, but life circumstances got in the way and I have been on a very rocky road since December. Anyways, to my question:
I had gotten in a major car accident in February, and that left me pretty messed up in the head. I have had tinnitus since then, along with recurring cluster headaches and an overwhelming feeling of stress from still having to go to college and work full time to provide for my family, on top of legal issues from the car accident. My behaviour has changed dramatically, it's very hard to control my emotions, I have been taking about 4mg xanax a day now instead of 3mg and upping the kratom as well. I have also dropped from 170lbs (from mid November) to 124lbs.
The other day I had gotten into an argument with the wife over something I cannot remember, I had only taken 2mg of alprazolam that day, and had been no more than 5 or 6hrs since my last dose. In the middle of the argument I realized I my left arm locked up close to my chest and started shaking violently. This spread to my left leg then over to the right side of my body. I was fully conscious and couldn't understand why I wasnt able to move or stop the shaking. I was biting my left cheek over and over and about 2min in my wife popped a xanax in my mouth. I held it sublingually for about 5min, still locked up but the shaking had been fading into muscle spasms, fading away in reverse order from how they started with my left arm being the last place to stop spasming. I could talk and understand what was going on around me the entire time, but was unable to move or do anything about it. The next day I was very weak and sore and I was slurring a bit.
I have had MRIs and CT scans done on my brain since the accident and everything checks out just fine apparently. Does anybody have any experience or knowledge about this? Possible benzo WD? Stress induced seizure? Pseudoseizure? I'm very confused, haven't been able to find much info.
Thank you,
Mr. Deeds
I had gotten in a major car accident in February, and that left me pretty messed up in the head. I have had tinnitus since then, along with recurring cluster headaches and an overwhelming feeling of stress from still having to go to college and work full time to provide for my family, on top of legal issues from the car accident. My behaviour has changed dramatically, it's very hard to control my emotions, I have been taking about 4mg xanax a day now instead of 3mg and upping the kratom as well. I have also dropped from 170lbs (from mid November) to 124lbs.
The other day I had gotten into an argument with the wife over something I cannot remember, I had only taken 2mg of alprazolam that day, and had been no more than 5 or 6hrs since my last dose. In the middle of the argument I realized I my left arm locked up close to my chest and started shaking violently. This spread to my left leg then over to the right side of my body. I was fully conscious and couldn't understand why I wasnt able to move or stop the shaking. I was biting my left cheek over and over and about 2min in my wife popped a xanax in my mouth. I held it sublingually for about 5min, still locked up but the shaking had been fading into muscle spasms, fading away in reverse order from how they started with my left arm being the last place to stop spasming. I could talk and understand what was going on around me the entire time, but was unable to move or do anything about it. The next day I was very weak and sore and I was slurring a bit.
I have had MRIs and CT scans done on my brain since the accident and everything checks out just fine apparently. Does anybody have any experience or knowledge about this? Possible benzo WD? Stress induced seizure? Pseudoseizure? I'm very confused, haven't been able to find much info.
Thank you,
Mr. Deeds