I'm not sure I'm picking up on this correctly. But are you saying large daily dose drops in the beginning of the taper is what makes the small drops harder at the end? And what exactly are you meaning with the timing?
Absofuckinglutely. Makes me wanna cry.
I decided taking only 20mg (33% reduction) yesterday wasn't the best idea, so I took 25mg. And i think in another 5-6 days I'll drop it to 20mg daily. That will be the point when my scheduled taper is supposed to be at 25mg.
I was expecting about 30 days of withdrawl when this is done. If it really is only 7-10 days, then i met just cut from 5mg daily to 0, when rhe time comes.
You really shouldn't try doing this by yourself, you need a Doctor or clinical expert to help you withdraw from Xanax. At the kind of doses you described taking, depending on for how long, I think it will realistically take months, not 30 days. The first step is replacing Xanax with a very long half-life benzo like Diazepam which is far easier to withdraw from. Xanax is a bitch and very dangerous with its 5-6 hour short half-life combined with its potency. Xanax dosage can be gradually reduced every few days or week by week as Diazepam is either increased or decreased to allow your brain's GABA receptors (which will have been down regulated from Xanax use) to start working regulating GABA normally again. The dosage and taper regime often has to be tailored to the individual...really depends on your withdrawals severity and how stable you feel. Some people can manage ok going quicker, for others it can take quite a while and they need to go far more slowly. The Ashton Manual explains all this and has a table showing at what doses Diazepam can replace equivalent Xanax doses and how to taper down gradually to nothing. It's definitely a softer landing coming off Diazepam or a similar long-half life benzo than jumping from a low dose of Xanax a day to nothing.