xstayfadedx
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So I just recieved a phone call from Andrew's mother confirming that he passed away on Monday. His cause of death is still currently being figured out, but we all believe it was due to his heart giving out. She called me because she knew that he would want me to know. She also said I greatly helped break him out of his shell, making him more social, and also helped him make changes... leading him to go to treatment.
I do not know what to say at this point... I had my ups and downs with him. I also had to push him away too because there was only so much I could do at times. I knew him off this website and was his girlfriend at one point in time. Later, I still chose to remain his friend despite the break up. I will always have love for him.
Regardless of the past and/or how he was percieved by others... in life and on bluelight... he was still a good soul, but lost. I just hope he found the peace that he was looking for. He had many goals and actually was quite intelligent (yeah his posts on here could be ridiculous at times, but it was just a persona).
I wish he could have got away from his toxic father sooner. I'm just happy his mother at least stayed by his side through it all. The situation they endured because of his father is horrific. I could say maybe this, or maybe this could have been different... yet, I won't. So I will end the post here.
Sorry if this is a little all over the place. I'm definitely still in shock. His funeral will be held on Monday and then Andrew will be cremated.
Rest in peace . I'll never forget all of our memories... even the crazy ones and as I typed that a smile peaked through... Llama straight out of the Brooklyn zoo escaping off to go find some kangaroos.
I do not know what to say at this point... I had my ups and downs with him. I also had to push him away too because there was only so much I could do at times. I knew him off this website and was his girlfriend at one point in time. Later, I still chose to remain his friend despite the break up. I will always have love for him.
Regardless of the past and/or how he was percieved by others... in life and on bluelight... he was still a good soul, but lost. I just hope he found the peace that he was looking for. He had many goals and actually was quite intelligent (yeah his posts on here could be ridiculous at times, but it was just a persona).
I wish he could have got away from his toxic father sooner. I'm just happy his mother at least stayed by his side through it all. The situation they endured because of his father is horrific. I could say maybe this, or maybe this could have been different... yet, I won't. So I will end the post here.
Sorry if this is a little all over the place. I'm definitely still in shock. His funeral will be held on Monday and then Andrew will be cremated.
Rest in peace . I'll never forget all of our memories... even the crazy ones and as I typed that a smile peaked through... Llama straight out of the Brooklyn zoo escaping off to go find some kangaroos.