So i got my 2g of coke and meth for the weekend all alone. Last time i did coke was 2 month ago, i am pretty sure dopamine should be full.
Here is what happened on day 1, i first took 0.1g coke shot and got some weak rush and typical high for about 30 minutes, nothing spectacular, so i upped dose to 0.2 at then rush was so much better, really enjoyable, i did not get bell ringer ( i never do) but it was good regardless.
after about an hour i prepared 0.4 meth and injected, i was expecting absolutely euphoric experience, but instead of got nothing, yes nothing, no rush no high afterwards. I was so disappointed. I only thing happened was heatwave right after injection.
I doubt i could have deplated my dopamine levels with 2 shots of coke.
Then i thought maybe my supplements are to be blaimed for this, i take my supplements every day 3 times a day, before administration of drugs i took large doses fish oil, multivatim, vit C, COENZYME Q10 and r-ALA as these are supposed to help with neuroxicity. so for next day i planned to take them only afterwards.
next day after little sleep started with meth, took 0.5g shot, felt some weak rush, which lasted 5 minutes and then i returned to normal, not even high from meth. Another dissapointment.
i thought, i would not waste any more of meth, will just do coke. prepared another 0.2 and shot it - got nothing except of started hearing strange sounds and voices around me.
i was so disapointed my weekend did not go as planned, so i thought i would mix meth and coke for the last chance.
It did not work as well, again starded hearing weird sounds and voices, no pleasure whatsoever. Also hearing those things made me really nervous, i was not high and wondering if that could be a sing of brain damage.
How is it possible that i could deplate my dopamine in 2 initial shots?
another thing that comes to my mind is i am trying to lose weight so i take ephedrine daily, it is stimulant, but i dont know if it have any effect on dopamine. I dropped ehpedrine 1 week before my planned coke/meth session.
Can anyone exlain to me what happened and how do i make sure next time i do get the rush i want.
Here is what happened on day 1, i first took 0.1g coke shot and got some weak rush and typical high for about 30 minutes, nothing spectacular, so i upped dose to 0.2 at then rush was so much better, really enjoyable, i did not get bell ringer ( i never do) but it was good regardless.
after about an hour i prepared 0.4 meth and injected, i was expecting absolutely euphoric experience, but instead of got nothing, yes nothing, no rush no high afterwards. I was so disappointed. I only thing happened was heatwave right after injection.
I doubt i could have deplated my dopamine levels with 2 shots of coke.
Then i thought maybe my supplements are to be blaimed for this, i take my supplements every day 3 times a day, before administration of drugs i took large doses fish oil, multivatim, vit C, COENZYME Q10 and r-ALA as these are supposed to help with neuroxicity. so for next day i planned to take them only afterwards.
next day after little sleep started with meth, took 0.5g shot, felt some weak rush, which lasted 5 minutes and then i returned to normal, not even high from meth. Another dissapointment.
i thought, i would not waste any more of meth, will just do coke. prepared another 0.2 and shot it - got nothing except of started hearing strange sounds and voices around me.
i was so disapointed my weekend did not go as planned, so i thought i would mix meth and coke for the last chance.
It did not work as well, again starded hearing weird sounds and voices, no pleasure whatsoever. Also hearing those things made me really nervous, i was not high and wondering if that could be a sing of brain damage.
How is it possible that i could deplate my dopamine in 2 initial shots?
another thing that comes to my mind is i am trying to lose weight so i take ephedrine daily, it is stimulant, but i dont know if it have any effect on dopamine. I dropped ehpedrine 1 week before my planned coke/meth session.
Can anyone exlain to me what happened and how do i make sure next time i do get the rush i want.
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