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SheWasLvL18

SheWasLvL18

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Hey guys, was just thinking about this and thought I would post it here to see what your thoughts' were on this topic.

Basically, do you feel bad giving someone their first experience with a drug or being the person who introduced them to a substance?

In high school my friends and I basically smoked weed all day and I met a lot of people through smoking together and, with only one exception where the person freaked out, I have never really felt bad about introducing someone to weed, probably because I personally haven't seen it ruin someones life. However, I do feel bad thinking about some other instances where I was the driving force for someone trying a new drug. For example, the first time I bought Etizolam I basically handed it out to a bunch of friends and acquaintances at a party and was pretty much responsible for a few people blacking out because they had never even tried Alprazolam and everytime they asked for another I just handed them another. Looking back I feel horrible about putting them at risk and possibly starting their journey with benzos, but at the time I thought I was being the friend of everyone. The other thing I sometimes feel bad about was teaching a girl I had feelings for how to perform CWE and introducing her to codeine, which she loved ofc. :(
 
I feel kinda bad about introducing weed to my younger brother but he seems responsible with it and only uses it rarely so I don't feel too bad.

Unless someone is asking for drugs without provocation from me I'm not going to bring it up to them. I don't like sharing drug experiences besides psychedelics so I'm not gonna introduce any beginners to my DOC's.
 
i was a heavy meth user for a couple years. i always did my best to discourage people from trying it when theyd express interest in it. persuaded a couple people to stay away from the junk. but alot more were pretty persistent. here in the midwest if you cant find dope you aint looking. i knew my intentions so i introduced a few of the persistent ones. i knew i wouldnt take advantage of them or let em get hurt... i guess i saw it as the lesser of 2 evils. if they were gonna do it i figured i could try to pass some harm reduction along and try to help some lost souls find the light.
 
looking back idk that i feel bad. i just regret being in that position to have that power
 
Me, and most of my heroin addict friends, most of us have a rule that we won't share heroin with anyone who's never done it before. If they've done it before that's fine, but if it's their first time they can use for the first time with someone else. Most of us have had our lives seriously fucked by our heroin addiction and already have enough guilt to deal with without being responsible for someone else starting.

Friend of mine told me once how he backed out when he was using with a new friend and he could tell that dispite what the guy said, he'd obviously never IVed before. It's easy to tell if someone has IVed before or not.

So yeah, no, we don't share with people using for the first time, not with heroin. I'd introduce someone to pot of they wanted it. And if a friend came to me and said they already bought the drugs and were gonna use it and wanted my help, then of course I'd help. Cause they'll do it anyway and it'd be safer if someone who cared was with them. I just won't provide them.
 
I won't share w/ first timers no matter what the circumstance or substance.

I'm either making their life worse, or at the very least they may end up spending money better spent elsewhere.

I wish id never been introduced.
 
LSD, Mushrooms, DMT, cannabis, Kratom or anything of the like, I feel great about being the person to introduce folks too, even if it doesn't go as expected.

Opis (aside from Kratom), Benzos, stimulants (aside from Kratom), MDMA i'll decline. MDMA used to be on the other side of this discussion for me, a substance I was delighted to introduce others too (along with a stern lecture about responsible use). I've seen far too many burned by MDMA at this point in my life, and I'm not big on facilitating it's use anymore, even among seasoned users.
 
I feel worse about re-introducing people than the initial introduction.
 
People in my circle have usually been smarter than myself. If I am doing something stupid, or recommending something stupid, they know better than to listen to me.

I have never felt bad about introducing people to a substance. We're all grown-ups.
 
SirTophamHat said:
People in my circle have usually been smarter than myself. If I am doing something stupid, or recommending something stupid, they know better than to listen to me.

I have never felt bad about introducing people to a substance. We're all grown-ups.
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I'm glad you mentioned this. Thinking back isn't it kind of arrogant to assume I know what's best for others? Like whether or not they should be introduced isn't up to me because I really don't know what will come of it. I don't know if I totally believe this thought yet, as my old thoughts are still in agreement with the most common opinions voiced in this thread so far.
 
like i said i didnt really feel bad about giving it to them if they were instistent on doing it. it was moreso that id done it. more so dissapointed with myself for being a junkie
 
bptubbs said:
like i said i didnt really feel bad about giving it to them if they were instistent on doing it. it was moreso that id done it. more so dissapointed with myself for being a junkie
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I think you were kinda in the right. If someones looking its hard to get them off that track and in that case I can see where passing knowledge on is better than letting them make mistakes that could cost them. Though still a situation I'm sure nobody wants to be in.
 
and i knew i wasnt gonna rip them off. it wasnt gonna be rock salt in that bag.
 
i've the only person i ever introduced to the needle died a couple years later from an OD. he was already a hardcore opiate user though.

i always get joy out of introducing people to drugs like weed, psychedelics or even adderal.

I gave a guy ketamine a few months ago that had never done a disso and he was screaming on the crowded street corner that he was floating and it was all because of me and pointing to me
 
I would only do it with their consent, but I don't use anything other than weed these days. I've lost more than a handful of friends to opiate OD's
 
Yep. I've introduced many people to heroin, and i have a lot of guilt about it now years later.
 
I never have or will introduce . But it has really taken a toll on my husband, he feels tremendous guilt for getting me on the pills . He works in construction so there is a lot of that stuff around and he brought some 5?s home one time and said they were fun ?happy pills? . So just like everyone else; weekend fun turned to need a pill to feel normal . I have freewill and I don?t really blame him, unless Im withdrawing and being a bitch saying you did this to me ! I think he underestimated how you get physically addicted , I know I did as well. Alcohol or weed is like , oh I want to do it but the damn pills you ?have ? to do it once physically addicted .
 
I feel an extraordinary amount of guilt for those I turned on to drugs. One fellow in particular, an old room mate, I shared my heroin with, is now addicted and as far as I've heard... pretty much ruined his life... lost his girlfriend and job, etc etc. Yeah, its pretty hard thinking that its my fault.
 
I love sharing with people for the first time it's like an investment. If they enjoy it they will be hitting me up to get them some thus giving me opportunity to pinch there bag or get smoked out for free by them for being middleman
 
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