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How high are you? v. Summertime: livin is easy

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20mg Zolpidem
5mg Zolpidem snorted (the burn wasn't that nasty as many say)
1.5mg Clonazepam
.5mg Clonazolam
.25mg Flunitrazolam
8mg Hydromorphone IN
 
[mention]Joe Bean[/mention] aw dammit. Wanted to try snorting a lil bit of my dose today, but I forgot until opening this thread just now, *sigh*. Guess I'll try remembering again tomorrow then. :D I doubt I'll find it truly worthwhile though since even when I tried it IV, I barely noticed a difference except a faster (almost instant with IV) come up, but I didn't really find that alone worth doing it more often. And as long as I dose soon enough, which is like any time until like 4pm in the afternoon, I don't really have any need for the quicker come up.

But I'll give it a try regardless sometime to see if I like it or feel as though it is something I feel is worth doing more often.

OT: 160mg methadone, 50mg clorazepate, 1mg alprazolam and 3 capsules with some leftover amphetamines in each (not a lot at all per capsule, but together they produced some effect). Still have a few more of those capsules that are as good as empty, but do have some powder sticking to the inside of the capsule and a lil on the bottom.
 
2 Xanax bars been smoking Durban Poison. I'm gonna pop a bar an hour until I pass out 3 or 4 should do it.
 
1 Merlot
1 shot of yager
1 pint IPA.

$30

I could be high off a Roxy for this much money for fuck sake...


edit, relapse on opiates after 4 days clean. 150 mg tapentadol. plugged "tapped that ass"

treezy z said:
2 Xanax bars been smoking Durban Poison. I'm gonna pop a bar an hour until I pass out 3 or 4 should do it.
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Just stay away from the dissos on that mix treezy! Don't want to trouble the psych ward staff.
 
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Been experimenting with the kratom I got the other day. I’m sure my tolerance with my methadone isn’t going to eat the kratom work properly but I’m sure it will help me spread out doses and make my methadone Avril last longer then usual. For me that’s amazing. I think I’ll get best benefits when I quit methadone for two weeks then start dosing kratom which will help my PAWs and stay off methadone and or other opiates! So far it’s helping me wait longer in between dosing!

Joe bean

30 mg methadone oral
5mg methadone snorted

7grams red strain kratom oral
 
Not very high. I took my Methadone dose for today at like 3am already. But I can dose another 80, or even a full 160mg dose later on if I feel like it.

Because I have to go to the psychiatrist on either mon, tues or wednesday each week, I often end up with one or two extra dose(s) by going on different days 2 consecutive weeks.

Of course, logically, I would need to keep those 2 doses for later on. Because I'll inevitably need 9 doses inbetween two psychiatrist visits at some later point in time. Since there always comes a time when I have no choice but to visit my psychiatrist on monday, and then the following week I'm only available on wednesday, which means I'd have to use the 2 extra doses from before to have enough inbetween those two appointments..

So the dessin I have extra's I can actually use is because I try to save at least one day's worth of methadone (preferably even two) each week. I do this either by skipping my entire dose on one or even two, non-consecutive, days - or by taking half my dose a few, at least two, again non-consecutive, days per week.
Or (this is when I save up the most methadone) when I get my monthly oxy scripts. I only use 40-80mg a day for a good while whenever I get my scripts for oxy.
 
Pill2Chill said:
Not very high. I took my Methadone dose for today at like 3am already. But I can dose another 80, or even a full 160mg dose later on if I feel like it.

Because I have to go to the psychiatrist on either mon, tues or wednesday each week, I often end up with one or two extra dose(s) by going on different days 2 consecutive weeks.

Of course, logically, I would need to keep those 2 doses for later on. Because I'll inevitably need 9 doses inbetween two psychiatrist visits at some later point in time. Since there always comes a time when I have no choice but to visit my psychiatrist on monday, and then the following week I'm only available on wednesday, which means I'd have to use the 2 extra doses from before to have enough inbetween those two appointments..

So the dessin I have extra's I can actually use is because I try to save at least one day's worth of methadone (preferably even two) each week. I do this either by skipping my entire dose on one or even two, non-consecutive, days - or by taking half my dose a few, at least two, again non-consecutive, days per week.
Or (this is when I save up the most methadone) when I get my monthly oxy scripts. I only use 40-80mg a day for a good while whenever I get my scripts for oxy.
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P2C: Your Saving up some Methadone story... I mean having to do this would totally stress me out, mate! These psychiatrist meetings man, what a bummer!! Couldn't you get scripts for oxy from different physicians, could you?

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2 glasses of pink Grapefruit Juice (tastes better and works too. maybe not as good as white GFJ... dunno... thats why I drink 2 glasses, but it works)
2,5mg Lorazepam
1mg Clonazepam
0.5mg Triazolam
8mg Hydromorphone
...now I'm gonna chill on the couch watching TV shows such as Loudermilk, The Mick, Vice Principals and You're the worst.


Wish you all a fun and relaxed morning, evening, night... day!!
 
I don't have to do this, I just like having extras but I never let it affect me too much. If I feel uncomfortable skipping that day, I just don't. Actually, I don't skip my entire dose that often, only half my dose usually. If I take my entire 160mg the day before and after I take 80mg for a day, I hardly even notice that I'm only taking half my dose during that one day. Taking more than my 160mg that I'm scripted rarely happens (actually I only do it very, very rarely - I don't really have problems sticking to my rx'ed methadone dose - so I only really do it sometimes when I have extra methadone already saved up that I don't have to replace anymore). Most days I even forget to dose until the late afternoon.. Taking my dose at 3am last night is something I've literally never done before. Not in the entire 6 months I've been on methadone. I haven't taken any methadone on top of that dose either (but I do have an extra 160mg saved up that I might pop after dinner, see if I can get a nice methadone high).

How do you mean this would stress you out? Having to go pick up my dose every day at a clinic like (apparently) US MMT patients are forced to do, that would stress me out. A once a week visit to the most easy-going psychiatrist ever is hardly stressful to me. Before I had methadone when I had to rely only on oxy and heroin was a very stressful time for me, because I can't ever make do with oxy or H, regardless of the amount. I'd spend 50% of my month in withdrawal. *shudders* horrible time. Since I have the methadone too, I've only been in withdrawal once.. And that only happened because I was being lazy, had some oxy and thought I had enough to get away with skipping 1 appointment - I was wrong. :D Now that I know the severity of a combined methadone & oxy withdrawal, I won't ever make that mistake again.

I save up the most methadone by far when I get my monthly oxy scripts though since I only need 1/4th of my 'done every day until I run out of oxy for that month. I get 240mg oxy (3x OC 80mg, old formula), 2x xanax 2mg (or 'bars'), 1x brotizolam 0.250mg and 4x lyrica 150mg daily from my GP and 160mg methadone (2x 80mg methadone capsules), 2x clorazepate 50mg, 2x 25mg hydroxyzine & 2x 300mg lyrica daily from my psychiatrist. I'm done with 'real' doctorshopping like I once did for benzos. Now I go to a GP and a psychiatrist, I can explain that if I ever have to and it's far more than I need (everything except for the opioids is anyway). Doctorshopping for even more oxycontin isn't necessary, I get enough as it is, and it would likely get me in trouble anyway as it's far more regulated than the meds I used to dr. shop for. Last month I had been taking oxy long enough for me to need such a high dose that I ran out in little over a week.. Next month I'm pretty sure I will be able to save up a fair bit of methadone again by making the oxy last a while. Taking my full dose (or even 80mg) of methadone really decreases the euphoria of the oxy, whereas 40mg methadone is perfect to add sedation. I have 4 benzos (the 3 I mentioned and over 100-120 x 12mg bromazepam) to choose from, and lots of lyrica as well (hydroxyzine too). Anyway, I've never been happier while addicted to opioids than since I found that psychiatrist who prescribes me my methadone (and some other goodies =D).

OT: Still the 160mg methadone from 3am last night, 40mg amphetamines total since this morning, 50mg clorazepate, 50mg hydroxyzine. Gonna eat something now and then decide on either 80mg or 160mg methadone (probably 80mg and increase after 1.5 hrs) to accompany the 'done from 16hrs ago. Then I might have to take all the leftovers of my amphetamines if it turns out to be so sedating I end up falling asleep. But I don't mind using my final amps for a nice methadone high.. I'll also add hydroxyzine and a benzo, likely xanax.

Sounds like a plan for the rest of my evening. :D
 
^ "Vice Principals" (season one) was a suprisingly good show IMO...I'm looking forward to season 2
 
Pill2Chill said:
I don't have to do this, I just like having extras but I never let it affect me too much. If I feel uncomfortable skipping that day, I just don't. Actually, I don't skip my entire dose that often, only half my dose usually. If I take my entire 160mg the day before and after I take 80mg for a day, I hardly even notice that I'm only taking half my dose during that one day. Taking more than my 160mg that I'm scripted rarely happens (actually I only do it very, very rarely - I don't really have problems sticking to my rx'ed methadone dose - so I only really do it sometimes when I have extra methadone already saved up that I don't have to replace anymore). Most days I even forget to dose until the late afternoon.. Taking my dose at 3am last night is something I've literally never done before. Not in the entire 6 months I've been on methadone. I haven't taken any methadone on top of that dose either (but I do have an extra 160mg saved up that I might pop after dinner, see if I can get a nice methadone high).

How do you mean this would stress you out? Having to go pick up my dose every day at a clinic like (apparently) US MMT patients are forced to do, that would stress me out. A once a week visit to the most easy-going psychiatrist ever is hardly stressful to me. Before I had methadone when I had to rely only on oxy and heroin was a very stressful time for me, because I can't ever make do with oxy or H, regardless of the amount. I'd spend 50% of my month in withdrawal. *shudders* horrible time. Since I have the methadone too, I've only been in withdrawal once.. And that only happened because I was being lazy, had some oxy and thought I had enough to get away with skipping 1 appointment - I was wrong. :D Now that I know the severity of a combined methadone & oxy withdrawal, I won't ever make that mistake again.

I save up the most methadone by far when I get my monthly oxy scripts though since I only need 1/4th of my 'done every day until I run out of oxy for that month. I get 240mg oxy (3x OC 80mg, old formula), 2x xanax 2mg (or 'bars'), 1x brotizolam 0.250mg and 4x lyrica 150mg daily from my GP and 160mg methadone (2x 80mg methadone capsules), 2x clorazepate 50mg, 2x 25mg hydroxyzine & 2x 300mg lyrica daily from my psychiatrist. I'm done with 'real' doctorshopping like I once did for benzos. Now I go to a GP and a psychiatrist, I can explain that if I ever have to and it's far more than I need (everything except for the opioids is anyway). Doctorshopping for even more oxycontin isn't necessary, I get enough as it is, and it would likely get me in trouble anyway as it's far more regulated than the meds I used to dr. shop for. Last month I had been taking oxy long enough for me to need such a high dose that I ran out in little over a week.. Next month I'm pretty sure I will be able to save up a fair bit of methadone again by making the oxy last a while. Taking my full dose (or even 80mg) of methadone really decreases the euphoria of the oxy, whereas 40mg methadone is perfect to add sedation. I have 4 benzos (the 3 I mentioned and over 100-120 x 12mg bromazepam) to choose from, and lots of lyrica as well (hydroxyzine too). Anyway, I've never been happier while addicted to opioids than since I found that psychiatrist who prescribes me my methadone (and some other goodies =D).

OT: Still the 160mg methadone from 3am last night, 40mg amphetamines total since this morning, 50mg clorazepate, 50mg hydroxyzine. Gonna eat something now and then decide on either 80mg or 160mg methadone (probably 80mg and increase after 1.5 hrs) to accompany the 'done from 16hrs ago. Then I might have to take all the leftovers of my amphetamines if it turns out to be so sedating I end up falling asleep. But I don't mind using my final amps for a nice methadone high.. I'll also add hydroxyzine and a benzo, likely xanax.

Sounds like a plan for the rest of my evening. :D
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Didn't know that your psychiatrist was such a cool dude. I've just made some other disastrous experiences with physicians and psychiatrists.... like the ones where you have to "fight" for the stuff you just need. I thought you had to go to such meetings, but fortunately it seems you found an awesome psychiatrist. I'm really happy for you. <3

OT: another 2.5mg Lorazepam, 1mg Clonazepam, 0.25mg Triazolam, 10mg Zolpidem, 10mg Hydromorphone - let's go! 8o
 
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175 mg tapentadol plugged. every nod is a vivid dream on this shit. Then when i go to sleep i'm having nice CEVs

16 oz beer.
 
Pill2Chill did you ever try snorting any of your methadone?

So yesterday was my first day taking a decent amount of kratom it was around 24-28 grams I believe I used teaspoons and had 4 of them not sure the weight exactly but I kinda felt a little something but I know methadone will overpower it which sucks I really was hoping to feel a head lift or a big burst of energy. I think today I’ll only do one teaspoon to see if I get energy from it. My friend who hooked me up with it says one teaspoon should be more of stimulant effect and 2 teaspoons or more is more like an opiate. Might. It even feel shit until I get super low on methadone and or just quit for a few days.

My plan when I get home in a week is to try not take any methadone for three days and start to feel sick badly and then dose a good amount of kratom to see what it does. It’s an experiment for my future plan of getting off all pain meds and take kratom or cbd oil for my nerve/back pain.

Lol for today tho 30 mg methadone oral
15 mg methadone snorted
Thrive vitamins, shake and patch

Coming up one teaspoon of some yellow strain kratom

Joe bean
 
Pre-exam fix (spread out between morning and afternoon):
30mg Dexedrine XR (oral)
15mg Adderall IR (oral)
~150mg 3FPM eyeballed (nasal, snorted in small bumps ranging from 15-30mg throughout the day)
1 cup of coffee, 1 Monster energy drink
2 nootropic stacks containing Oxipiracetam, plus another type of racetam that I'm blanking on the name of, some noopept, gingko, choline and huperzine-a (dosages unknown)
600mg Gabapentin to take the edge off a bit

Evening fix (after getting absolutely violated by my exam):
1mg Clonazolam
1.5mg Diclazepam
1.25mg Clonazepam
1500mg Gabapentin
2.5mg Olanzapine
25mg DPH
One bottle of wine (13.5% ABV)

Feeling pretty sleepy and I've damn well deserved it

HR note: I have a reasonably high tolerance to uppers and downers so I wouldn't recommend this to anyone without a tolerance
 
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LucidSDreamr said:
175 mg tapentadol plugged. every nod is a vivid dream on this shit. Then when i go to sleep i'm having nice CEVs

16 oz beer.
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Have fun! :)

My physician put me on this stuff some time ago. When I've tried recreational doses I've had OEV and saw ants crawling IN the tiles on my walls. WTF!?!? :) I didn't like it and stopped taking it.
 
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