Ds
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That's a drag, D's. Do you feel upset that your co-worker relapsed? Not in the sense of whether it was wrong for him to keep the secret...more like: did it freak you out personally? I've noticed that when various people I know in recovery have relapsed over the last year, it freaked my shit out. I didn't always know it at the time. But eventually I'd always realize that I didn't like seeing how easy it is to have things spin right back out of hand.
Well, i did feel upset. Then it struck me,, thats what we do. We get high and drunk, glad that i know that today because instead of losing respect for the guy i fully understand.
I dont want to harm someone thats already harmed, so nows the time for me to reach out to him, and ask if he is doing alright. Its really up to him if he wants to get honest about him relapsing, i dont hold it against him. Compassion of others is what this program has taught me, yeah i feel let down that he got high, cant blam him for it because that was me one time, it just bothers me how he can hold it in.
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