Yeah man, I'm constantly overwhelmed with deep, intense shame myself......and it really doesn't help that mine constantly intentionally deliver to me detailed insults and shaming me, telling me just how big a fucking loser failure piece of shit I am......as if I'm not already always acutely aware of these facts and constantly beating myself up about it......like gee, I didn't really require the additional help of beating my ass while I'm down while I do it so effectively on my own, but thanks I appreciate the assistance....I'm constantly, consistently under a barrage of attacks, they really make a point of making things crystal fucking clear......even though I didn't need the glasses, already perfect vision on the matter.
Man, the whole field of mental health is exceptionally difficult, damn near impossible to navigate.....it fucking sucks trying to work it out successfully- or even at all for that matter.
The field as a whole including the practitioners (in both psychology and psychiatry), as well as the "treatments" and medications are FAR too underdeveloped and un-advanced, and therefore incredibly shitty, inaccurate, incorrect, and off base to be successful....we really haven't gotten anywhere at all in it honestly. Most of the "science" behind it is not credible, lacking legitimate evidence, unreliable, unrealistic, not much work or real thought at all put into research or legitimate efforts in actual treatment of patients, but very much so in the line of profits and complete fucking disregard and carelessness for patients lives, health, livelihood, nor physical or mental well-being, or the very serious and concerning chronic effects these drugs have on the human brain and body, of which are still very unknown.
Big pharma pushes very questionable (to say the least) drugs that are notorious for not only their very high rates of complete failures in treating the patients conditions, but also for their unbearable side effect profiles as well that result in an absurdly high rate of patient treatment noncompliance- higher than any other in fact (and of course, it's always the patient's fault because they chose not to take the very efficacious medications prescribed to them because they actually prefer to suffer it turns out- who'd have thought? Hell maybe I oughta try developing a few of these mental health conditions if they're really that great! And hell, if I decide it's not my taste personally, is not as if there'd be consequences of buyers remorse seeing as these conditions aren't even actually real anyway, but even if I experience some sort of minor, easily talked out of mindset that's a see disturbing like a tiny portion of these many supposed sufferers occasionally get a little bothered by and I'm feeling as lazy as them and don't wanna bother with the little effort required to talk myself out of it or change mindset, I can just go with the same convenience, simplicity, and laziness they all do and just cure myself with the great medications available that are guaranteed to cure it, and effortlessly!)
And that's not even mentioning the fact that these drugs are incredibly under-researched, under-studied, and contain a vast array of long term or even permanent defects in people (myself included...), many of which are still unknown and many of which are very common with these drugs but have no medical term, definition or understanding because they are unique to these drugs and had previously never been seen....and gee I really wonder why there hasn't been any investigation into these mysterious effects.....yeah, that's a hard one. Only legitimate reason for displaying such absence of any concern (or even fucking curiosity.....a staple of mankind throughout our entire existence...ring any bells?) and no interest or investigating into what these drugs are doing that have the medical community stumped......well, none other then the most important reason behind everything in this world- $$$ of course!
The never fucking ending boundless greed of humans, particularly so in those of high societal status, wealth, power (though of course you only need the 2nd to have all 3 considering THAT'S who "our" leaders and gov work for and represent (not us "unimportant, worthless cockroaches" of course, but that's obvious fact duh, ) in their quest to never-ending unlimited power with not only complete disregard for the well-being of us unimportant roaches, but actual intentional harm in order to keep us down and in our place and incapable of reaching any level of wealth and power nearing their own, and forcefully not only maintain their high class status of wealth and power, but gaining (through immoral, corrupt, thieving tactics) even more and ultimately reaching status immortality, leaving nothing up to chance for normal people to rise up near their own status or being knocked off their throne perched atop us unworthy peasants.
************************this is currently unfinished as I have much to include in my response, and many different things to address (I've always been quite thorough in my responses lol) but my posting powers are currently reduced lol. Will complete asap however, though I'm sure neither of my main exchanges will be on to read this for another several hours, but thought I'd explain and clarify this just in case lol, and hopefully this isn't any sort of unacceptable issue, especially considering the current times and current relative inactivity here, and since I'll be cleaning it up shortly of course. If I am mistaken, please just give me a heads up and I'll take care of it immediately after it's mentioned and absolutely no need for any reprimand please and thanks
I'm not a troublemaker here lol and my online posting is typically better, just run down, tired, so a little more difficulty than usual (especially considering the length and detail I've been going into here specifically). And don't worry cj- I won't be leaving your thread here looking trashed and mess, especially considering the important subject matter, which I clearly take seriously.
