I have rolled about 6/7 times in my lifetime. In the past 2 months, I rolled 3 times. I hadn't rolled since 2016 before these 3 episodes. On Saturday I took about 3 pills of MDMA and drank about 3 glasses of vodka and Red Bull (I know, very stupid...). On Sunday I felt tired and slow. Pretty much the normal hangover for the day after rolling, I didn't stress it that much. The problem is yesterday (monday) I started feeling very dizzy and weird in the afternoon. I had slept just fine the day before and had eaten decent amounts of food. I do not have a loss of appetite. Then when I tried to go to bed at 1 am of today (tuesday) stuff started getting even weirder. I felt cold, then hot. I sweated a lot. I had shivers. I had random muscle movements. It's bad. When I stand up I feel moderate nausea and everything is just very uncomfortable. It's almost like I have mild panic attacks at times. I can't sleep. When finally almost fall asleep, a random muscle movement or random "body spasm" wakes me up. Am I having serotonin syndrome? I do not have any vision disorders like most people, I don't think. Also, I do not feel any depersonalization. I just feel motion sick and very anxious. I was already a bit anxious before, but now it's unbearable. I'm considering getting prescribed some anti-anxiety meds. I am not rolling ever again, but that doesn't help much since I think I'm never getting cured. Researching this only made me sadder. Tons of people are going through this and many haven't gotten much better. I just hope what I did is not permanent and going away soon, but I doubt it...
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