Britt_bratt
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- Jun 8, 2017
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So I'm new to blue light, but definitely not new to the drug world..
This is not my first opiate withdrawl, dealt with that devil too many times before.
...But this time is a lot different than any other withdrawl I've ever expierenced before and was wondering if anyone else has had the same withdrawl experience. So I was hooked on dilaudid starting January 2017 after being clean for 4 years from a hardcore oxy/fentynal addiction (400mg ox per day and 100mcg fentynal per day, came off cold turkey..thinking about those withdrawls gives me goose bumps) so anyways back to the dilauded use, was going about 4 8mg dillis a day and come end of March I detoxed cold turkey and felt like complete shit for a week then the wd subsided and stupid me decided I could have some fun again 14 days after detox and put it down again. Wrong. Was doing about 4 8mg dilauded a day then got a link on the 80mg ox again and my use switched to doing about 2-4 80mg ox per day (snorting) so here's my question. I stoped using everything Monday June 26 at 3am because I obviously want to get clean AGAIN. but what's confusing me is that on Tuesday I started feeling like shit, rls, uncomfortable all the shit that goes along with withdrawls( used weed and some xanax to help relax me) But today I feel fine.. rls pretty much gone. Body temp somewhat normal. Decent amount of energy.. all I have used today was loperamide and Advil. Now my worry is will my withdrawls hit me later and be complete hell or have I just boycotted withdrawls altogether other then feeling uncomfortable for one day? Has any one else experienced this before? If so what am I in for the next few days to come or am I back to my normal opiate free self already?!
This is not my first opiate withdrawl, dealt with that devil too many times before.
...But this time is a lot different than any other withdrawl I've ever expierenced before and was wondering if anyone else has had the same withdrawl experience. So I was hooked on dilaudid starting January 2017 after being clean for 4 years from a hardcore oxy/fentynal addiction (400mg ox per day and 100mcg fentynal per day, came off cold turkey..thinking about those withdrawls gives me goose bumps) so anyways back to the dilauded use, was going about 4 8mg dillis a day and come end of March I detoxed cold turkey and felt like complete shit for a week then the wd subsided and stupid me decided I could have some fun again 14 days after detox and put it down again. Wrong. Was doing about 4 8mg dilauded a day then got a link on the 80mg ox again and my use switched to doing about 2-4 80mg ox per day (snorting) so here's my question. I stoped using everything Monday June 26 at 3am because I obviously want to get clean AGAIN. but what's confusing me is that on Tuesday I started feeling like shit, rls, uncomfortable all the shit that goes along with withdrawls( used weed and some xanax to help relax me) But today I feel fine.. rls pretty much gone. Body temp somewhat normal. Decent amount of energy.. all I have used today was loperamide and Advil. Now my worry is will my withdrawls hit me later and be complete hell or have I just boycotted withdrawls altogether other then feeling uncomfortable for one day? Has any one else experienced this before? If so what am I in for the next few days to come or am I back to my normal opiate free self already?!