Michael2k17
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Wow, is all i can say...
I put a threat up saying I would do it and i got mixed feed back, mostly negative but because i am a FUCKING idiot, i went through with it, this is my story.
Background info:
I am 16 years old...
130lbs
5"7
Experience with narcotics:
Tobacco
Alcohol
Marijuana
Cocaine
LSD
Magic Truffles
MDMA (Powder/Rock)
MDMA (Pills)
Nitrous (does not count though)
Lets begin:
I arrived at the party at 10:50PM 23rd of June 2017
11:00PM; Dropped the first Brietling (250mg pill)
11:30PM; The pill was kicking in, very strong come up. My friends were arriving, it felt amazing to talk to them as I have just finished High School (UK) so have not seen them in a while. The music was getting louder and felt like it was wrapping its arms around me.
12:00PM; The 1st pill is in force almost everyone has arrived to the party, only me and a few friends are dancing at this point because we are the only ones to take MDMA (highest any of my friends consumed that night was 500mg). I notice myself getting very spacey when i stare at the strobe lights so decide to take a break and go for a walk in the field beside the barn.
12:30PM; I have lost track of myself telling the time so i have close friends helping me keep dosing in the right time limits. I take my 2nd pill, same type as before. Instantly it gives me a rush of morale because i know i will be peaking hard again. I continue to dance and hug old friends. Obviously as ecstasy is the love drug so i was aware i was being very emotional telling people i loved them (embarassing).
1:00AM; 2nd pill is hitting me like a motherfucker, im taking alot of photos with friends but i notice the faces in the pictures get blurry and it weirds me out so i take a break from dancing and photos and have a cigarette and a few tokes on a joint with a friend... (Huge mistake i hate smoking things nowadays).
1:30AM; things are getting heavyyyyy, i drop the next pill, same type as before. My dancing becomes alot more energetic i am encouraging people to dance with me,(completely unaware i have no rhythm hahah).
2:00AM; this is when i start to sub-consciously notice i am making a mistake the walls have liquid dripping from themselves my world is starting to become a cartoon, everyones faces are changing eyes have changed places so again i take another break... I made a mistake a girl managed to seduce me and because of my state I agreed, we started to get busy but i forgot... PILLY WILLY (Vastro-constriction) as she pulls my trousers down i have to awkwardly explain i cant get an erection, we decide to try and get one so i start to have intercourse but 2 minutes in i decide it wont work so i apologise and i leave. (Awkward).
2:30AM; The night is a blur, lots of blacking out and involuntary arm movement. I take my final pill, going against even my own thoughts aswell as friends, i was in a trance and i felt i needed to set a record in my area. (Yes, i realise what i did was so stupid). I start to dance HARD. sweat is dripping from me, my friends and i start to chant during a song and the entire party lifts off into the sky, i felt like i could not leave the barn for a long time because it was flying around the world.
3:00AM; I meet another girl another huge mistake, i kiss her alot and finger her, i have to explain i cant have sex as i still can not get an erection. I return to the party and now phots that i take are completely invisible to me, i felt like someone had me on a leash and was just being moved around the party. Every person i saw was an alien type creature with large fangs but no face. The high got very physcadelic at this point.
4:00AM; the party is bouncing we are all dancing and singing the music is booming and we are all loving life. I slowly feel myself sinking into the floor and then when i fall through it feels like i just fell from the ceiling . I standup and the night SLOWS down and i notice a friend take my arm and bring me outside. There was a huge arguement and then my fight or flight instincts kicked in...I became severly aggressive thinking i was being threatened. A girl was crying (she was the host of the party) when the arguement ended she shut the party down leaving a 150 people stranded in the middle of nowhere, about 15-20 of us on hard drugs.
5:30AM; thank god one of my friends reluctantly allowed me and a few others to walk back to her house. We arrived and we all crashed in her living room, well everyone except me, i was wired but not like it was mdma it was like someone had just stabbed with with some adrenaline.
No more time snippits now sorry...
I got back to my house at 14:00PM roughly i avoided my parents and grabbed a shower. After my shower i completely passed out until 19:00PM when my parents called me for dinner i went down but they busted me because my pupils were still huge you could not see the colour in my eye. I had an arguement but gave in and told them i only did half haha.
I spent the entire night in and out of sleep and it was horrendous. I noticed how badly cut my mouth was. I had being chewing on plastic all through the party by accident.
Sunday; come down was severe and i considered suicide for an entire day, it was the worst i had ever felt. I could not stop sweating and my face was covered in spots and dry peeling skin.
Monday; today was better but i got a brain zap once and it freaked me out but because i know what they are i managed to stay calm.
Tuesday; i feel alot better today however as im writing this i am getting dizzy but it will go.
Summary; What i did was extremely stupid and i have counted my lucky stars i think somehow my body and brain has survived and has given me a chance, i am fully quitting drugs now. what i did could have killed me. If anyone is considering this dosage DO NOT do it, i am the lucky 0.001% PLEASE just stick with a MAXIMUM of 600-700mg IF you are experienced.
I am aware of the risks i took so i do not need people slating me as i dealt with that on my other thread when i asked for advice.
Sorry for the length and if you made it to the end good job, stay safe!
I put a threat up saying I would do it and i got mixed feed back, mostly negative but because i am a FUCKING idiot, i went through with it, this is my story.
Background info:
I am 16 years old...
130lbs
5"7
Experience with narcotics:
Tobacco
Alcohol
Marijuana
Cocaine
LSD
Magic Truffles
MDMA (Powder/Rock)
MDMA (Pills)
Nitrous (does not count though)
Lets begin:
I arrived at the party at 10:50PM 23rd of June 2017
11:00PM; Dropped the first Brietling (250mg pill)
11:30PM; The pill was kicking in, very strong come up. My friends were arriving, it felt amazing to talk to them as I have just finished High School (UK) so have not seen them in a while. The music was getting louder and felt like it was wrapping its arms around me.
12:00PM; The 1st pill is in force almost everyone has arrived to the party, only me and a few friends are dancing at this point because we are the only ones to take MDMA (highest any of my friends consumed that night was 500mg). I notice myself getting very spacey when i stare at the strobe lights so decide to take a break and go for a walk in the field beside the barn.
12:30PM; I have lost track of myself telling the time so i have close friends helping me keep dosing in the right time limits. I take my 2nd pill, same type as before. Instantly it gives me a rush of morale because i know i will be peaking hard again. I continue to dance and hug old friends. Obviously as ecstasy is the love drug so i was aware i was being very emotional telling people i loved them (embarassing).
1:00AM; 2nd pill is hitting me like a motherfucker, im taking alot of photos with friends but i notice the faces in the pictures get blurry and it weirds me out so i take a break from dancing and photos and have a cigarette and a few tokes on a joint with a friend... (Huge mistake i hate smoking things nowadays).
1:30AM; things are getting heavyyyyy, i drop the next pill, same type as before. My dancing becomes alot more energetic i am encouraging people to dance with me,(completely unaware i have no rhythm hahah).
2:00AM; this is when i start to sub-consciously notice i am making a mistake the walls have liquid dripping from themselves my world is starting to become a cartoon, everyones faces are changing eyes have changed places so again i take another break... I made a mistake a girl managed to seduce me and because of my state I agreed, we started to get busy but i forgot... PILLY WILLY (Vastro-constriction) as she pulls my trousers down i have to awkwardly explain i cant get an erection, we decide to try and get one so i start to have intercourse but 2 minutes in i decide it wont work so i apologise and i leave. (Awkward).
2:30AM; The night is a blur, lots of blacking out and involuntary arm movement. I take my final pill, going against even my own thoughts aswell as friends, i was in a trance and i felt i needed to set a record in my area. (Yes, i realise what i did was so stupid). I start to dance HARD. sweat is dripping from me, my friends and i start to chant during a song and the entire party lifts off into the sky, i felt like i could not leave the barn for a long time because it was flying around the world.
3:00AM; I meet another girl another huge mistake, i kiss her alot and finger her, i have to explain i cant have sex as i still can not get an erection. I return to the party and now phots that i take are completely invisible to me, i felt like someone had me on a leash and was just being moved around the party. Every person i saw was an alien type creature with large fangs but no face. The high got very physcadelic at this point.
4:00AM; the party is bouncing we are all dancing and singing the music is booming and we are all loving life. I slowly feel myself sinking into the floor and then when i fall through it feels like i just fell from the ceiling . I standup and the night SLOWS down and i notice a friend take my arm and bring me outside. There was a huge arguement and then my fight or flight instincts kicked in...I became severly aggressive thinking i was being threatened. A girl was crying (she was the host of the party) when the arguement ended she shut the party down leaving a 150 people stranded in the middle of nowhere, about 15-20 of us on hard drugs.
5:30AM; thank god one of my friends reluctantly allowed me and a few others to walk back to her house. We arrived and we all crashed in her living room, well everyone except me, i was wired but not like it was mdma it was like someone had just stabbed with with some adrenaline.
No more time snippits now sorry...
I got back to my house at 14:00PM roughly i avoided my parents and grabbed a shower. After my shower i completely passed out until 19:00PM when my parents called me for dinner i went down but they busted me because my pupils were still huge you could not see the colour in my eye. I had an arguement but gave in and told them i only did half haha.
I spent the entire night in and out of sleep and it was horrendous. I noticed how badly cut my mouth was. I had being chewing on plastic all through the party by accident.
Sunday; come down was severe and i considered suicide for an entire day, it was the worst i had ever felt. I could not stop sweating and my face was covered in spots and dry peeling skin.
Monday; today was better but i got a brain zap once and it freaked me out but because i know what they are i managed to stay calm.
Tuesday; i feel alot better today however as im writing this i am getting dizzy but it will go.
Summary; What i did was extremely stupid and i have counted my lucky stars i think somehow my body and brain has survived and has given me a chance, i am fully quitting drugs now. what i did could have killed me. If anyone is considering this dosage DO NOT do it, i am the lucky 0.001% PLEASE just stick with a MAXIMUM of 600-700mg IF you are experienced.
I am aware of the risks i took so i do not need people slating me as i dealt with that on my other thread when i asked for advice.
Sorry for the length and if you made it to the end good job, stay safe!