Dang! This thread definitely did "mellow" out since the last time(not the last couple posts) I was on. Well, I broke down yesterday and went and got a couple of jabs of the green dub bags, that - I think - MeBeingMe was referencing. Not sure if it was the bupe in my system, my tolerance or shit dope but it took me six bags, of basically one after the other to even feel something. And that something, I had to convince myself into feeling it. Yeah, I'm not going to these fucking clinics. I went three times so far and every time, it's almost $200.00 for the visit, plus $100.00 for the experimental scripts of whatever they feel like testing out that day. At least that's what it feels like. I don't want to put that shit through my insurance so I pay out of pocket. I'm just going to wean off like I did last time. The weaning works fine for me, the thing that screws me up, is when I go to re-up, cause when I get those fresh jabs in my hand, for some reason, I feel like it's a free-for-all and I do like four all at once. But we'll see.
While waiting for the dude, the shit that drives me crazy, is the fucking young punks, from the suburbs, in their mommy's car -no doubt, sitting, waiting a car length away from me with the windows rolled down, talking shit, like they're in a drive-through at Taco Bell or something... No dipshit, you're on the west side, in the ghetto and ANY cop driving by would take notice of you and by proxy, me. I definitely don't feel like explaining to the cop what I'm doing there, while I'm sick as hell... Sorry about the rant, it's just that idiots like that piss me off.
To reply to Puke, about his assertion that it's not "cool anymore" to be a junkie. Apparently, it still is to some people, cause these idiots were acting like rockstars.
Anyway, hope everyone is as okay as the situation permits. Glad to see at least a few familiar people on here. You know who you are. Be good, people.
