Regrets9995
Bluelighter
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- Feb 27, 2017
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Can anyone here not work because of this??
nice! Sounds like your improving!I also had migraine auras disappear and black floaters I get only in the shower now haha.
The only med I wish I tried earlier was clonodine....I'm prescribed it now but take it rarely.
Sorry to hear that man, but your not alone. I think your visuals moving around is probably a good thing, as it means your brain is in constant change. I'm personally starting to give up hope a little bit of recovering any further, at least anytime soon. Who knows in 10 years I may feel differently. I go through every day feeling like utter shit with a light headedness, a.feeling that someone has shot me up with adrenaline, but still tired.Adubbs, I wish I could say I'm improving. I can't say definitively. I know that my visual symptoms shift around. And anxiety, DP/DR etc. have remained constant for the last 3-4 months.
speaking of MDMA "recovery":
- sero repletion should take a couple weeks at most
- anything beyond that could be from possible neurotoxicty, although animal studies suggest that that should only occur at doses of 400-800mg taken orally in ONE go)
It's about 2 years ago I last posted in this thread. You are probably thinking cool, this lad is probably free again. Sorry, this shit doesn't seem to get over. I don't think I am suffering from the 'LTC' but from something else that is primarily linked to not being able to concentrate. If I cannot concentrate - I cant speak, look people in the eyes or read an article. It has nothing to do with anxiety. Or, sure I get tense when trying to do something like reading and I feel that it's hard to focus and to that.
BUT on the other hand. I have figured out that Aderall or whatever the name is (ADHD meds) can help me get back to normal concentration levels so thats probably the main reason I am still alive. It means my basic smartness/cognitive abilities is still left.
I don't know why I am writing to you guys. I haven't felt this bad in almost 2.5 years now and I am very sad about it. Whatever. I wish you guys the best.
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Your right about the chronic stress.... I'm often stressed over this LTC, which in turn makes everything worse. It's like a cycle.Sorry to hear that man, I would encourage you to talk to a doctor about Ritalin as opposed to amphetamines (it may be more sustainable and help in a bit different manner)
Chronic stress can cause depression which does resemble ADHD in some manners - poor concentration, restlessness and anxiety. SSRIs would be another option to talk to a doctor about as well if stimulants poop out after a few months.
I wish we had better methods to stop the depressive mood in the first place.
It seems like the main options right now are the various SSRIs, SNRIs, atypical antidepressants like Mirtazapine, atypical antipsychotics (that can see some use in treating depression on their own but mostly just as adjuncts), mood stabilizers like lamotrigine and depakote, and then finally ketamine for treatment resistant depression. There are also alternate modalities like ECT and transcranial magnetic stimulation.
I don't know what exactly to make of the issues with mood in the morning - testosterone peaks in the morning but so does cortisol.
Anyways, RE cortisol, the hippocampus inhibits the PVN of the hypothalamus which normally mediates the stress hormone response.
As the hippocampus becomes dysfunctional with depression and repeated exposure to stress hormones, the stress hormone response is dysregulated and stress hormones rise even further (without necessitating a particular stressful trigger). .
Antidepressant therapies have signicant effects on the hippocampus, probably working to increase the hippocampal inhibition of the PVN/stress response.
Just wondering if anyone else is experiencing dizziness/vertigo and how long it takes for it to go away? For me this is the worst part, if I move my head I get an unbearable dizziness, I feel like a constant moving around in my head/body. Doesn't seem like many other people have this symptom. I'm on month 6.5