mulholland602
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So who's actually experienced Brain damage/Neurotoxicity from Meph. Does anyone actually feel.it has left them permanently damaged?
So who's actually experienced Brain damage/Neurotoxicity from Meph. Does anyone actually feel.it has left them permanently damaged?
No.
Most of the theorising about meph's potential neurotoxicity etc was actually politics from MDPV loving scientists/users who correctly surmised that the unfettered legality of mephedrone was actually a threat to the, er, unfettered legality of their chosen drug. It was far more politics than science and no, our psychiatric wards nor our hospitals have ever filled up with meph users.
Tl;dr? It was largely bollocks with a hidden agenda.
Haha yeah I think mcat is here to stay but supply is not meeting demand for sure, I also would expect a large amount to be available at SOME point but it just doesn't seem to be happening
I know it's Wiki but there's loads of data if you look
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neuroplasticity
Which is the problem, if you just happen to be in the business of selling (legal, but self-evidently worse for you) alcohol and/or tobacco.Also the newspaper saying people died on mcat is not strictly true I think 1 case they had partied for FOUR days raving and drinking, they didn't od they suffered from exhaustion and collapsed.
It's just like mdma, statistically its much safer than riding a horse, millions of people use it every week and they all live long healthy(ish) lives...
I always end up back here for some nostalgia.
A few memories...... My mephedrone came in a green and silver foil pack, labeled 'mephedrone plant food' .... Upon opening the pouch a sweet sweet vanilla coconutty smell would fill my nostrills.
I bought both the powder and crystal - The powder being very sparkly and sandy in texture, with a slight fishy pee smell, the crystals being a mix of small, medium and large whole crystals with a milky dusting, these crystals had the sweet vanilla coconut smell.
75mg crushed and snorted - I didnt know what had hit me. The onset was an out of this world sense of wellbeing and euphoria, I was grinning like a madman - I have never smiled and had a grin like that ever since. My headspace was crystal clear with clarity, there was a speedy 100mph feel and the urge to do everything! It felt like there was a summer breeze blowing over my whole body, music sounded out of this world and everthing was fucking bliss. I was flying, and I never wanted it to stop. Small waves of euphoria started glowing and pulsing through my body, a few seconds these waves oh orgasmic pleasure would last, growing longer and longer untill I was slumped, these waves lasting up to 20-30 seconds a time. At the peak I was slumped in my chair in pure sheer bliss and in a complete state of orgasim, I remember gasping at how good it felt.
Slowly the waves subsided and a huge confidence ego developed. I felt a million dollars, I felt like the best guy in this universe, I felt ontop of the world and I could do anything. I looked in the mirror and fuck, I looked good. I couldnt stop smiling - I felt like I could fuck any girl I wanted to, I felt like a dog on heat, I felt like a king, I felt horny.... words couldnt describe it....................
Repeat........ Repeat..... Repeat....... It didnt matter how many times I redosed on the first day of a session, everytime was the same....(was rested, fed and watered) Anything past the first day was then a waste. I managed to keep this mantra and have a memorable 4 months worth of bliss saturdays.
After 4 months of saturday sessions, I started seeing bugs - even after 1 line, 10,20,30 or so tiny little microscopic bugs, all over me, possibly ticks or fleas.... fuck that, how could I get high covered in bugs - well I did, having showers inbetween to keep them at bay.... then my stock was gone (20g) and it had been banned.
I always noticed this 3 phase thing with real mephedrone. 1) Speed/amphetamine 2 ) MDMA 3 ) cocaine....
Fuck it was good.
Those were the days my friend, we thought they'd never end. Genuinely feel sorry for you missing out.
You should get a t shirt printed with "PLANT FOOD SAVED MY LIFE!" on it.
Do you not use benzos after these multi day 3fpm sessions? I've gone right the hell off benzos myself, but I still can't seem myself going on a serious stim binge without planning ahead of time to have something to come down with.