Well , you're gonna jump one way or another ; )
The emotional rollercoaster took a lot to cope with , you're just sooo not use to it and then bam , there it is y'know ...
I've focused a lot of it on my wife , always had a wonderful marriage - but she's been getting spoiled lately , I guess not being numb to it all you realize the things that mean the most to you - I guess I'm saying I've found the key is trying to focus as much of it as you can on things that matter and not let them run wild ..... That and lots of quiet walks , going to the woods or down by the river ....y'know what I'm saying ; )
Kratom has helped me stay positive , and the little bitty buzz just enough to get thru the rollercoaster ......I guess I've been taking daily for about 6 mos. now , and switching strains keeps it fresh and working - I think I'm gong to start slowly cutting it down soon , I just know where I was 6 mos. ago and am so thankful to have found this crutch - it feels like it will be easy to come off of
You got this bud , and congrats on the step of breaking those 15's up now , you are doing the hard part now - just think of the future like x-mas and how good it's going to feel to actually mentally be there - keep your head in the game chief !!