Heroin does feel really really good, and at time of use all your problems will disappear ... But this is short lived when reality enters your brain and your feinin for that next fix.
Idk about you but abcesses, Hep C, constantly thinking about H and how and when your gunna score next, the things you have to do for money: first sell all your shit, then it usually carries over to your surrounding neighborhood stealing so much the cops almost foot chasing you nightly, and then usually progresses to your family if you dont wind up in jail yet, then you robb them constantly until their sooo fed up with you they hate you, and kick you out on the streets ... Idk about you but none of that sounds fun and thats just a little of some of what you will encounter doing H. Not including dealing with the street hustlers in the hood/Ghetto and all the people trying to survive down there fuck the city fuck heroin all it does is ruine people's priceless life, so bad that some sell their own body for the drug ... so please for me and all the other recovering H addicts please think about this and all the other stories before you put that deadly poison up your nose. Also DO NOT think for one second you wont end up on the needle, I hated needles and was traumatized by getting one shoved in my young hand when I had this rare heart disease when I was really younger 4-5 grade. But still I snorted heroin for a year and a half before I chose to pick up a needle and once I did wow did thing's shift horribly. All my life consisted of was stealing for my habit, then using as much as much as I could afford, and then came jail, not just once but a total of 4 times, I would usually only do about 4months at a time then break probation went back, then they brought up more charges on me due to there intensive research on me and multiple raids of my house, and they waited to my last days to tell me, but thankfully my family and wife were there for me and got me out on bond, but unfortunately this did not change me and I wound up catching another felony B.E. while on felony bond. I was only out for a month after doing 4months at the jail, well when they caught me coming back from the hood high as a kite they were waiting for me, pulled me over and arrested me and said I was under arrest for a home invasion, which it wasnt I just was trying to steal scrap copper wire from a barn... Well I ended up getting a year (10 months) but I had just got out on bond after 4months so really it was like I did 14months. BUTTTTTTT this time in jail I worked really hard at figuring out what I was going to do in life. I have six felonies currently and marked as a habitual offender. BUTTTTTT like I said this jail experience I took somethin from it and learned alot, also found my higher power, and worked out very extreme when I came home I was so ripped im 6'1 almost 200 pounds and its mostly all muscle, so its almost like im glad I had to do all that time. It definitely changed me for the good and bad, because any one thats done real jail time knows what Im speaking about its a rough place, where people pry on the weak, extort people you name it I prolly seen it there, I watched a grown ass man stab another grown ass man with a number2 pencil over a table to play spades on .... fuck jail fuck heroin, all I can say is if you do choose to sniff that line of H just remember your snorting all our stories too, and you to will become just another junkie ... come on man its 2016 you can do anything you want especially if your young and dont have felonies the sky is the limit, fuck heroin and any one who tries to get you to get down, its just not worth it, I could name a 100 things you could do that's better use of your time, and also there is NO beautiful, gorgeous woman that want a man thats a dopefien loser or even an H user like I said before fuck heroin go get you a beautiful, amazing woman, and some new J's go out to eat maybe a movie, and most importantly enjoy life. Doing/being addicted to heroin is a terrible life filled with misery, guilt,pain,depression,and will drain every dollar you got, even when your hustlin up cash for H that money is spent before you even get it, now thats fucked up, and all you are doing is gettin the dope man paid, off you... fuck that!
Im done ramblin, I just would hate to see any one go down some of the roads I went down. H is horrible, terrible, and will eventually make you steal from your own momma.
Peace.