I have hit rockbottom and I dont know what to do..
I am a user of meth for 6-8 months now (I know not very long) I am young..
But that isnt the problem I am trying to resolve
I used to be such a strong person in the mental department
And now I would easily say I am the most depressed fuck at the moment...
I cannot see good in life anymore..
I have a girlfriend that I can never see because she has a partly overprotective mother..
I cannot cope being on meth alone..
I do meth with my girl but never gets to see her at night when the emotions come in to play.
The emotions of being so alone.
I injected 50mg of meth today ((First time injecting)) I then smoked 50mg after injecting
I am alone now and I really need help dealing with emotions and loneliness..
I also think i fucked up IV because when I went to inject into my vein he did draw back for blood so I did hit a vein however shaking could of pulled the syringe out before pushing down on the plunger or pierced through the vein too far..
As soon as I injected I didnt feel much pain however it immediately swell up.. 12 hours later ((NOW)) my injection point is less swollen but stings.. Should SWIM be worried?
Update: Still got a bit of a bump and sore to touch.
I am a user of meth for 6-8 months now (I know not very long) I am young..
But that isnt the problem I am trying to resolve
I used to be such a strong person in the mental department
And now I would easily say I am the most depressed fuck at the moment...
I cannot see good in life anymore..
I have a girlfriend that I can never see because she has a partly overprotective mother..
I cannot cope being on meth alone..
I do meth with my girl but never gets to see her at night when the emotions come in to play.
The emotions of being so alone.
I injected 50mg of meth today ((First time injecting)) I then smoked 50mg after injecting
I am alone now and I really need help dealing with emotions and loneliness..
I also think i fucked up IV because when I went to inject into my vein he did draw back for blood so I did hit a vein however shaking could of pulled the syringe out before pushing down on the plunger or pierced through the vein too far..
As soon as I injected I didnt feel much pain however it immediately swell up.. 12 hours later ((NOW)) my injection point is less swollen but stings.. Should SWIM be worried?
Update: Still got a bit of a bump and sore to touch.
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