Hi everyone,
Its my first post here. Ive always enjoyed pot, booze and the occasional night on shrooms, but had never dabbled outside of that...that is until about 12 months ago when I started being more open to using a wider (much wider) variety of drugs. Its been great lol. Has helped me tremendously with my life long social anxiety and also a breakup of a ten year relationship (I just turned 30).
I see it as self medicating. I really only use the "powerful" drugs socially. If Im staying in for the night Im perfectly happy with some good old weed and the internet.
however, Ive been a lot more social lately and I seem to be using some type of substance about 3-6 days out of a week. I know this is a lot. What Ive been doing is mixing it up so I dont get addicted or build too high of a tolerance to any one substance. eg- amphetamines one night, opiates the next, low dose lsd the next, a benzo the next etc.
On my days off I eat well, take a ton of great supplements and get good sleep. Im active and live a pretty healthy lifestyle. I love to learn and research (mental exercise lol)
Im wondering if this is sustainable...
my gut kindof tells me "not really man" but I wonder if thats in part from years of drug war propaganda and misinformation. Also, researching what people like dr carl hart have to say on the topic also make it seem like as long as I stay "smart" with the use of drugs that I will come out relatively unscathed or warped in any significant way.
Thoughts? Tips? Personal experiences? Thanks guys!
Its my first post here. Ive always enjoyed pot, booze and the occasional night on shrooms, but had never dabbled outside of that...that is until about 12 months ago when I started being more open to using a wider (much wider) variety of drugs. Its been great lol. Has helped me tremendously with my life long social anxiety and also a breakup of a ten year relationship (I just turned 30).
I see it as self medicating. I really only use the "powerful" drugs socially. If Im staying in for the night Im perfectly happy with some good old weed and the internet.
however, Ive been a lot more social lately and I seem to be using some type of substance about 3-6 days out of a week. I know this is a lot. What Ive been doing is mixing it up so I dont get addicted or build too high of a tolerance to any one substance. eg- amphetamines one night, opiates the next, low dose lsd the next, a benzo the next etc.
On my days off I eat well, take a ton of great supplements and get good sleep. Im active and live a pretty healthy lifestyle. I love to learn and research (mental exercise lol)
Im wondering if this is sustainable...
my gut kindof tells me "not really man" but I wonder if thats in part from years of drug war propaganda and misinformation. Also, researching what people like dr carl hart have to say on the topic also make it seem like as long as I stay "smart" with the use of drugs that I will come out relatively unscathed or warped in any significant way.
Thoughts? Tips? Personal experiences? Thanks guys!