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Heroin MA heroin V3 I'm wicked jammed kid

For me, I went to the needle because I was trying to save money. Dope was starting to cost as much as pills again. Now, it doesn't, but mostly thanks to the fact that I mainly use suboxone.
 
^^ consider yourself lucky, hun. esp. being able to score and get by w/ nothing the way you do.

I am w/ you when it comes to the LESS shots the better; I'd rather have MORE POWER per shot than more shots but less power. however, I buy so much god damn dope I take a lot of shots and usually shooting 1/2 G to gram per shot. right now I have pure shit so its 1/4-1/2 per shot; legit, stuff is STRAIGHT FIRE and being told it has fentyal in it, but who knows. but yea, its pure white and shot a half G yesterday when I first picked up 5G's in rock form, and WENT OUT! woke up 2.5 hours later w/ needle in arm still. the SICK PART IS I WOKE UP WANTING TO SHOOT MORE w/o realizing there was a needle still in my arm.

seriously, the minute I woke up I was thinking I need more since I wasted that shot w/ an instant nod off, but get up, look down, and BOOOM! needle still STUCK IN MY ARM! imagine? just fucking sickening if you ask me.

Hahaha!...

That exact shit, waking up 2,3,4,5 fuck 6 hours later with the fit still stuck in my fuckin arm then settin up another one. I was speedballing most of the time, eating shitloads of Xanax, Valium, Ativan or Klonopin and banging the 15mg Doricum (midazolam) tabs outta the fuckin blister pack back then, I should be dead.
Funny shit is...
I have been a few times, Narcan save my ass 3 times now...
Funny when I come too and the EMS fuckers going on about how much of the shit they gotta use (they usually stick me about a half dozen times by the time their done because I start to come too after like 4 then fall out again a few minutes later) and asking me what I did and the rest of the bullshit. Treated on scene twice, once in hospital. Did another hospital trip for straight IV coke OD, was in the mid hundreds of mg's of done at the time so shooting opiates of any sort wasn't happening and being financially feasible. All my effort went into bangin as much good coke into my arms as I could for quite a while there, and I don't even like coke by itself, just with heroin, hydromorphone, morphine oxy or fent. I'd even mix midazolam in my shots, fuckin nutty shit man, don't try this at home kinda shit haha!

Get released and first thing I did was get really fucking high EVERYTIME!...
Like 15-45 minutes kinda shit. It's like I was trying to kill myself with dope & coke.

Clean now, other then prescribed Valium & Xanax, can't remember how long it been since I shoot dope and/or coke (not long enough though, short memory span after being on benzos solid for about 10 years if ya know what I'm sayin lol!),
33 or 34 months off the methadone (was on & off the shit best part of a decade). Never do the MMT again, FUCK THAT!...
I just detox of dope with benzos, loperimide & clonidine and be done in less then a week. Fuck them liquid cuffs, that shit ain't the way to go.

But yeah, that waking up with the needle in the arm shit is more common then ya think...
Done that at least a few dozen times over my hard junky run spanning well over a decade, I'm only in my mid 30's haha!
 
dude, I've woken up w/ the needle in the arm more than once. prob. NOT more than 5 times, but def. more than once. its fucking sick when you think about it. the dope isnt even done yet and I am OUT like a light. as sick as it sounds, the best part about waking up is you get to finish that dope (thats if you already didnt finish) in you arm and then reload for another shot. yes, yes, all sick things, but sick/fun things, ya know!?

isnt it sad as "junkies" we OD and ALMOST die and think NOTHING OF IT! fuck, we go into the ER and come out and we're using within an hour. just fucking sick/sad, man.

youre a lucky dude for stopping. I wish I could stay the same; although, I am much better nowadays.. only using once or twice a week, tops. sometimes I can go 2 weeks and be OK. but w/ the bupe/subs I am able to get by w/o any worries or concerns. I'd like to be able to get subs/dope/everything but its a god damn hassle.
 
Oh it is sick!...
Bent needle in your arm (I've been lucky enough to never bust one off), sometimes there's shit in it still if ya didn't get it all off haha, but the dope is morphine at that point, still well worth saving lol!...
The coke in it still good, add a little more water and draw through a cotton again and have at it!
 
It's weird how so many people pass out with the needle still in their arm. The first thing I do, weather I finish the whole shot or not, is pull the needle out of the vein and get it capped. Never really found any enjoyment of sitting there with it hanging out of my arm nor would I want to be found by anybody like that if I did OD/pass out.
 
It's weird how so many people pass out with the needle still in their arm. The first thing I do, weather I finish the whole shot or not, is pull the needle out of the vein and get it capped. Never really found any enjoyment of sitting there with it hanging out of my arm nor would I want to be found by anybody like that if I did OD/pass out.

lol, dude, we are not keeping the needle in the arm purposely. we are ODing while the shot is happening, so we dont even get a chance to know what is happening or if the needle is in the arm or not. we dont just shoot and keep the needle in for fun; we are attempting to shooting and going out before the shot is even done, which is why we wake up w/ a half shot left at times.
 
I know it's not done for fun, but I'm saying before I even feel the effects of the shot, the needle is out of my arm. Maybe it's because I don't tie off and prep and hit the shot very fast.
 
lol, dude, we are not keeping the needle in the arm purposely. we are ODing while the shot is happening, so we dont even get a chance to know what is happening or if the needle is in the arm or not. we dont just shoot and keep the needle in for fun; we are attempting to shooting and going out before the shot is even done, which is why we wake up w/ a half shot left at times.

^^ Yup!
 
Clean now, other then prescribed Valium & Xanax

how does one going about getting scripted both valium and xanny? kinda weird, no? but the best benzo I have used has been Etizolam - which is legal here in the US still. sure, valium and xanny are fun but they usually just knock me out, but the etizolam puts me at ease and just makes me feel nice; kinda like a benzo/addy combo in one.
 
how does one going about getting scripted both valium and xanny? kinda weird, no? but the best benzo I have used has been Etizolam - which is legal here in the US still. sure, valium and xanny are fun but they usually just knock me out, but the etizolam puts me at ease and just makes me feel nice; kinda like a benzo/addy combo in one.

Long acting benzo for all day coverage (Diazepam/Valium) and a short acting benzo for "breakthrough" anxiety (Alprazolam/Xanax). It's actually pretty common for some people to have benzos scripted like this if they're needed for daily treatment. Some people even get a third one for sleep, but that isn't as common.

It's the same concept as having 2 pain medications for daily use; A long half(methadone)/extended release opiate(OxyContin/Opana) and a short acting opiate like hydromorphone/oxycodone for "breakthrough pain". I even have my ADD medications scripted in this fashion.
 
script those pain meds and ill be happy.

ill take 100MG methadone for long and 120MG opana for short; both at least twice a day.

as we say in Boston.. JAMMMMMMMMMMMED!
 
People around MA say "faded" too, but it can refer to being fucked up on a lot of different drugs in general. "Jammed" refers to just opiates specifically.
 
I've never heard someone say faded in my life; jammed I've heard probably 94949494 zillion times and probably said it 3993939 million times myself.

when I am fucked up on multiple drugs I just say "FUCKED UP!". I dont have any name for being fucked up other than fucked up.
 
Long acting benzo for all day coverage (Diazepam/Valium) and a short acting benzo for "breakthrough" anxiety (Alprazolam/Xanax). It's actually pretty common for some people to have benzos scripted like this if they're needed for daily treatment. Some people even get a third one for sleep, but that isn't as common.

It's the same concept as having 2 pain medications for daily use; A long half(methadone)/extended release opiate(OxyContin/Opana) and a short acting opiate like hydromorphone/oxycodone for "breakthrough pain". I even have my ADD medications scripted in this fashion.

Took the words right off my fingers haha!...

60mg Valium/day (20mg 3x/day) & 4mg/day Xanax (1-2mg take as needed).
 
if I ever took that many benzo's I'd be OUT LIKE A LIGHT!

back when I was addicted to xanny I would max out at 2MG/day TOPS on top of my G/day dope habit then. I'd have .5's and just eat one every few hours, just to get a little something, nothing crazy. at night I may take 1-2MG just to sleep but I dont count that as taking them; only when I am awake do I count it, lol

my last OD I SHOT xanny for some reason within a speedball. then ate 2MG right after my shot. BYE BYE!
 
if I ever took that many benzo's I'd be OUT LIKE A LIGHT!

back when I was addicted to xanny I would max out at 2MG/day TOPS on top of my G/day dope habit then. I'd have .5's and just eat one every few hours, just to get a little something, nothing crazy. at night I may take 1-2MG just to sleep but I dont count that as taking them; only when I am awake do I count it, lol

my last OD I SHOT xanny for some reason within a speedball. then ate 2MG right after my shot. BYE BYE!

Don't bother trying to bang Xanax, not water soluble. Gotta use a mix of water and USP propylene glycol for almost EVERY commonly scripted benzo.

It ain't uncommon for me to eat 250mg of V & 10-15mg of X together in one go dude...
Been on these for over a decade and have a tolerance from hell.
I wish a few mg's got me to where I wanted to go you lucky motherfucker.
 
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absolute FIRE DOPE in Boston - fent based!? anyone else love!?

anyone else form Boston been getting this shit?! I know we all dont get the same dope but I am talking about WHITE AS A GHOST, drop in that needle and throw the water in and it does it all by itself.

I usually shoot half G shots.. and no, my dope does not suck. I hate when people say that; its just I have a killer habit. so my half G shots usually do the trick but w/ this "new" stuff my guy said to be careful cuz its fire, so I shot 1/5 of the bag and was fucking feeling like a champ, ready to jump through the roof. the minute that shot went off I felt the rush throughout the body and it was gold.

I took bupe about 30hrs earlier and have no problems w/ this stuff blasting through; I also did this a few days ago w/o any bupe in system and was nodding like a fucking champ.

the dude I deal w/ has a lot of fent based; a few people dropped "died" in the past w/ the fent.. well, a lot of people did but few people I know, so gotta be careful but I love the shit.

anyone else getting FIRE in Boston?
 
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