Well huh, then. Not even benzo to push that nod?
Ugfh took my predrawn, last .2ml/2mg etiz just now. Later, there's more. Its just a waiting game. 24mg lope, gotta start getting that dose down/gone. Starting to feel ok, RLS I Have + light withdrawal RLS leaving and sniffles/watery eyes on their way out. The teary eyes never used to happen. Now they do; it's much more annoying than one would think! It's tyrannous! Though I am not one to complain, quite a mild case here. By now my benzo receptors feel just ok. Its enough till later today... while wanting more. Got a bong rip or two saved and some tobacco i can throw in. FGoot/back injuries dont feel too bad this morning, nearing temporary comfort. Now, the wait. Or the distraction as I'd rather look at it as. That bit of tobacco and weed can be invaluably timed tool, not to be wasted.
Im so getting etiz stupid later, I swear. Too bad PG comes in 2 days. Inaccurate jewelry scale doses seem to fit the 'amount of fucks given' ratio today. I know Im gonna wanna go skate but I gotta let my heels deal a bit longer. Bruised to shit, and i need shoes with actual padding so i dont do this pushing on flatground. I want my books from the library, damn it. Is it that hard to get my hands on some good literature? First in line @ library for ages! Sun chair + Thrasher Mag to distract myself before I use that invaluable bong material.
Godspeed to you guys today. I slept like the shit I've let myself be.
Edit: God no! Im a hour or so early for a backyard sunbathe in my special chair! Fuzzy warm bamboo socks from Jamaica and skate vids for now. Must keep the distraction going on. 3-4pm seems like such a cursed time for our mail delivery. The tales I have with it....